I've recently stumbled back into this account after having it for years and I've been reminiscing a lot.
If anyone knows how to get in contact with the previous onew-anon or choiminho-anon, please let them know I'm looking for them.
I hope everyone is well and please know I miss all my old friends so dearly.
feels weird coming back to this, I have such mixed feelings. I'm a little pained I've lost some old messages that I used to hold near and dear to my heart that someone in particular sent.
Woohoo, you are pretty straight, guurl! I sincerely wanted to know how you are doing but... are you asking me if we can... have sex??? -Onew
Well, you did ask me how am I doing, and I always try to be honest ( AND, AFTER ALL, IT'S YOUR BLOODY FAULT FOR BEING A GODDAMN TEASE AND ALL!!!), but we can take it slow, I don't mind, baby.
What would you like to do?? I bet you're tired, all those performances and stuff... Would you like a massage?? I promise I'll refrain myself... for now.
Annyeong everyone! I'm here and celebrating the one year anniversary of being me, keybumanon.
Lemme just sabhjhsabshajy
Today a year ago (9th of September, 2011) I sat here without a clue what to do. I was in the time when the anon world was all we had, our only directory was the only one we had. I didn't even know about relationships at first, how strange . . .
But, Bummie and I have been through a million and one things to get to where we are today. It wasn't always easy, but it was worth the fight. Where would I be without the people I still have by my side? Is it okay if I take a moment to thank them?
Okay, here we go.
Onew-hyung:
Even if you're not my hyung anymore, I'll call you that until the day I die. I remember when we first met, and I got sick and you would hopelessly cook for me, and then you got sick so I (with my amazing skills) would cook for you. I still thank you to this very day for helping me through those dark times. I was so clingy, wasn't I? That's because you were the most, and still are, caring and comforting person I'll ever know. It's hard to live without you now, my brother, my best friend. I guess we've formed something that is unbreakable, and I'm so proud of that. I'll always be your number one fan, arrasseo? And even now, we can crawl under the covers and hide away and go into Onkey land, Mayor Kibum will always be here for you.
Now until forever, hyung. You'll always be my bestfriend. I love you.
Jinki-noona:
The thing that I love the most is that you had no clue it was me until I told you. It was like "-blinkblink- Holy shit, I had no clue you were here." It still makes me laugh. Even back on your old account we became closer than ever. And even if we had a falling out, well, that doesn't stop true friendship, does it? You mean a lot to me, noona. All those nights we spent talking, taking care of each other like we do. I'm happy we turned out this way, both happy, both having our happily ever after. I've known you for . . . over a year now, yeah? Does that make us old enough to say we're almost siblings? Anyway . . . I want you to cherish this, this life, the beautiful family you have. It'll stay with you always, just as I will.
Always my noona, no matter how much we play fight and hurt eachother. I love you.
Raebaby:
Uwaaah, my baby doll. It's been too long since we had one of our nice little chats, yeah? I miss our cuddles. I remember the day I was announced Key-umma. It made me feel so special to think that someone would want me to be that for them. You were always understanding, even through the hurt we both went through. But most of all, I thank you for being there for Mina. When she was born, when she was growing. It's hard sometimes, finding female role models for her. And if you and Rinnie hadn't been around I don't know what I'd do. You're everything to me, daughter, and to her. And through all this you're still there with me.
My daughter, it's Kim Choi for life, okay? I love you.
RinRoo:
You started off as the babysitter. Didn't matter that I hadn't spoken a word to you, you were there in a heartbeat. I think I can say the most I've been through is with you, all the drama and stuff that's happened in the past can't even leave a scratch on us now. We're ChaeKey, you're my fabulous half, my TinkerChae to my SailorKey. I don't know how, but you're always there to make everything right again with that collected attitude of yours. Chae-umma. The best mother that Mina could ever need. You'll always be a part of the family, no matter how far apart we are or how long we go without talking. I've always idolised you, but now I'm close enough with you to say you're like the sister I never had, the one that I look up to. I could write a thousand words but I'll keep it short and sweet, yeah?
I owe everything to you, Rinnie. Stay fab for me. I love you.
TiTi:
Oh hey galfraaaan. It's been a long time since we went drinking together, don't you think? I have so many memories I don't know where to begin. You were the first to meet my Minho. El Minho, the Mexican man shjasmagthj and you were always the one to run to me first when my personal messages got sad. My little noona. You're so special in a way I can't even begin to explain. I wish I could protect you more, but sometimes, you really don't need protecting. You're so strong, loved, strong for all those you love. It's beautiful to see you grow into the young lady you've become. I can't wait for us to finally meet, imma tackle you to the ground so hard you won't get back up again.
Noona, you'll always be my little party animal. I love you.
Wolowitz:
Well. From you pushing me to go to sleep to you pushing me into the pool (*glares*) I always knew you were something special. The way you held yourself and the way you held me strong, even from the start I admired you. Hyung, over the last few months you've become more than that to me, more just hyung, but one of the closest friends I have come to find. This is speaking behind the hyung too, as you know. You're always the first I want to run to because you help me remind myself that people care. You care, that's what makes everything better. And I care about you, more than I can say. Through every hardship I'm just a message away, you remember that, okay? In the meantime, go off and build our sheepfarm because I'm getting kinda impatient.
Howwy, derpy and wonderful and beautiful Howwy, I love you.
Mystie:
Ayo, beautiful girl. It wouldn't be fair if I left you out, now would it? You've been so dear to me, and as much as we don't talk as much as I'd like, you'll always be a part of my family. You manage to put a smile on my face no matter what the circumstance, whether it be a message or something I spot somewhere, you just happen to make everything brighter. Such an umma *chuckles* And most of all, I thank you for being there for Jinki. He'd be lost without you, you know that right? So whatever you do, keep it all safe. I know I don't have to tell you that, you're not one to take things for granted. Mystie, stay happy. I don't know what I'd do if you weren't. Just stay happy and healthy, that's all I ask.
Never stop smiling, gorgeous, you deserve it. I love you.
My Minnie:
A-ah. Wow. Is it okay if I write a whole page? Why am I so nervous.
You.
You, goddamnitt, I'm getting teary already.
Remember when we first met? Like, first talked properly. You were so nervous, "You don't have to talk to me if you don't want it's okay I understand gahjsha" But what you didn't know was the tug I had inside me to keep running back to you. Call it obsession? But I feel like it was love. Even through those times that we fought, we were fighting for each other. I couldn't lose you, even if it was just as a friend. All the memories we shared over those few short weeks.
I remember when you kissed me. "I really want to kiss you," you said. "I really want to kiss you too." And it was . . . the most magical thing I've ever felt. The way we shaped together, fit together like two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle, was mindblowing. All I had ever craved was a man to treat me right in my life, fill the hole that had never been filled. And hey, look what popped up all of a sudden. It was like a miracle.
You were mine, and it was amazing. The time we spent together, the way you slowly started to ease up and let me see all of you, hold all of you as my own. It wasn't long after that we were dancing in the kitchen and talking about marriage, and then a ring was on my finger. It took another 6 months, but now I'm a Choi. And I couldn't be happier to be called your husband. I couldn't be more proud to have you has mine.
Really, you're my everything. The others . . . in the past . . . they were preparations. Guidance to bring me right into your arms. We've been through a lot, haven't we? But we'll always be the notorious Minkey couple. First and always. And not even that, you know it's not even that. It's Charphie too. When I found you, the real you. How could I explain this . . . my whole world tipped upside down. The feeling that someone actually wanted me back, wanted to love me the way I did them. Do you know how grateful I am? Of you? Of us? Of our future . . . our stupid white picket fence and stupid panda shaped mailbox and a little Mina of our own. Waking up with you curled into my side, where you belong, where you'll stay forever. One day I'll marry you, you know that, right? One day we'll have it as ours and no one will take it from us. We'll finally be together, and we can run away from here, from everything that's ever hurt us or ever will. We'll run away and make our own kind of perfect.
I love you. Fucking hell. I love you so much. You've made me the person I am today, baby. Nine months strong and I relish in every single day of it. You are my smile, my happiness. You are my precious world. Please stay, forever.
Kronk, yeobo, baby boo, kitten. We're forever. I'm here forever. Stay mine, please. I love you so much. I'll never let go.
Mina:
Hello, princess. You won't be reading this for a while yet, but I think it's okay if I put it here anyway. You know daddy loves you very much, don't you? You're his whole world, you know. Nothing will ever hurt you, not even when you leave appa's arms. I'll treat you like the princess you are, like you deserve to be treated. You don't have to worry, little booger, appa's always here. Do you want me to tell you a little story?
Once there was a lonely man, he was so scared, so sad. He sat and moped and didn't want to do anything. And then, a beautiful, perfect little princess came along. She was so small, she fit into his arms so perfectly. She couldn't talk yet, but that little bundle of light is what kept him strong, made him happy and worth the fight. This little princess was loved by thousands at first sight, and people all over the country came to feel the love she gave and the brightness she also gave that man. Even as their lives both changed, you would always find the man by that princess's side, guiding her little footsteps as she grew older everyday. He didn't want her to grow up, he wanted her to stay small and fit into his arms forever. But at the same time, he proudly watched her become a smiling princess, a laughing princess, and as of now, a stumbling all over the house princess. Even when the man found his own prince charming, the princess welcomed him in as her appa. And the family became a 3. A perfect 3.
You're my princess, Mina. You'll always be my baby girl. no matter how much in the future you push me away and tell me how embarrassing you are. I'll be a cool dad, I promise, my little diva. An appa that will never, ever leave your side, and never, ever see you get hurt. Mina, you're the shine in my life. You're the reason I'm so strong. You're the reason to keep holding on. Even now, when you're sitting in my lap or we're sitting at the dinner table, or swinging in our rocking chair, I know that nothing will ever pull us apart. I'll be the best father I can be, for you, I promise I'll never let you fall.
My girl. My world. My precious little angel. I love you. I always will.
Even if you're not here, you know I love you all, right? Right? Because I do. I love every single person that has shaped me into the Kibum you see standing. You. You are my family.
Stay fabulous, my Lockets. Remember that you're loved. And it's by me, so it's the best lovin' you'll ever find
I wanted too -chuckles softly and smiles gently, hugging you tightly- now..i mean i know you're not a woman so therefore the rules of the bridges something borrowed something blue doesnt really apply but
my family
every man thats gotten married has worn these
and each marriage has lasted right until the very end
they'vebeen some of the best marriages
and i guess
well i hope today the lee luck can go to you
Bummie. says:
*blinks, staring at you in awe* H-hyung . . . you don't have to.
온 says:
I want to pabo, it's not everyday my best friend gets married -smiles softly and brings out a small box then, opening it to reveal a pair of vintage yet freshly polished diamon cufflines with a small sapphire in the center-
Bummie. says:
*gasps, my eyes widening, picking up the box in my hands to get a closer look* They're perfect . . . they're . . . *looks up at you, blinking at tears* Oh, look, I'm getting teary already . . . *hugs the cufflinks close to me, one-arm hugging you again* T-thank you, my best hyung. This . . . means the absolute world to me.
온 says:
-smiles softly and chuckles gently, kissing your forehead then- I hope the luck that seems to be stored in these cufflinks get passed onto you and minho, because i wanna see you guys as you guys for forever and i know i will and you probably don;t even need these cufflinks really but you know i consider you part of my family
so as family tradition states
you must wear them
brother
-grins softly-
Bummie. says:
Omo . . . *wipes at my eyes quickly, smiling in absolute joy* I can't . . . this is the best gift, hyung. You're so precious, you've always been. My brother. *slips them on my cuffs quickly, sniffling quietly* Ah, look at what you're doing to me, you big pabo. We need to get going!
onew-anon replied to your post: lol before Suzy kills people.
OH ODE TO BEAUTIFUL YAM, YOUR EYES YOUR EYES, MAKE THE STARS LOOK LIKE THEY’RE NOT SHININ’, YOUR HAIR YOUR HAIR FALLS PERFECTLY WITHOUT YOU TRYIN’, YOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL, AND I’LL TELL YOU EVERYDAAAAY ^^v
shouldn't you be doing something important? like eating lunch or something? instead of clicking on that.
