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Hello. Can you do 12 and 13 with Ikon B.I please? Any genre is good with me ^^

friggin yes!! Thank you for the request and am sorreh it’s so late, but I made it long to make up for it!!!!!

12.) “This isn’t a movie, or a happy ending- I know that. But I meant it”

13.) “I can’t just stop myself from feeling things for you- it doesn’t work like that!”

His fingers itched as he sat at a lonesome table at the place you worked at. His eyes continued to steal glances your way but he’d avert his gaze as soon as you looked even remotely his way. He licked his lips nervously and bounced his leg hastily. He wanted to talk to you so badly, wanted to hug you, to kiss you, to apologize, to get angry at himself, he wanted you to hurt him like he had hurt you, but he simply couldn’t bring himself to even make his presence known to you in that moment.

So he sat there for several minutes, knowing the section of the restaurant he was at, was not for you to attend, but instead that of your co-workers to visit. He didn’t dare to scoot to the edge of his seat so you’d be able to see him better, instead he hid away in the booth, all the way to the corner where he was able to loath himself and accept how pathetic he was for coming to look for you after two months after breaking up. He had watched you for two months, but this was the closest he had come after weeks of watching you from afar. Now however, he was nervous and frankly, a little afraid of having you spot him.

He wanted to beg you for forgiveness but he just didn’t know if you’d accept him once again, not after being incomprehensible and insensitive to you, selfish indeed he had been. But he was so utterly sorry, he simply wanted you back, he wanted to be better, he wanted you to be better not for him, but because of him.

He was about ready to shoot out of his seat and throw any courage he had manged to build, straight out the window when life decided to play what seemed like a joke on him. You stood before him, eyes deep with disbelief and a hurt so immense, Hanbin felt the guilt weigh on his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe and keep eye contact with you. He clenched his fists tightly, unknowingly as the two of you looked gazes for a few seconds that felt eternal. You finally let out a shuddered breath and cleared your throat, looking down and then over your shoulder, “What are you doing here?” you asked, trying to sound stern but failing as you met his gaze once more.

Hanbin swallowed hard and parted his lips to speak but he could not verbalize anything, no single coherent thought formed inside his head as it felt like it was on overdrive. He looked down at his lap and felt his shoulders drop in defeat, “I- I was just leaving, sorry to bother” he managed as he stood up only to end up a few inches from you, making his heart beat rapidly. You frowned and focused on looking anywhere but at him, “Don’t come here again, you understand me?” you said and Hanbin stiffened before you.

He nodded once awkwardly and you scoffed, “If you wanted to talk all you had to do was say so, not sit around my job, pestering me with your presence” you said in a hushed voice so no one around heard of your conversation. Hanbin hung his head low, your words striking all sorts of chords in his chest, because you were right. “I do want to talk, I just… I didn’t know how- but I’m sorry I’ll just leave” he stated and you ran a hand through your hair, trying to keep yourself together before breaking down during your shift and in front of a ton of people.

God, did it suck to see him after two hellish months. Maybe it wasn’t much but after a year of being together and messing up big time, messing up enough to end so much time and devotion, it sure felt eternal and languid. “Let’s talk, Hanbin” you said and his head shot up as he looked at you in surprise. “But you’re working-” he started and you interrupted, “Just go outside, I’ll be right there” you said, annoyance seeping into your tone.

After a few seconds of debating whether to run away or considering the possibility that you had probably stood him up, he finally let out a breath of relief as you came outside to meet him. You crossed your arms over your chest and stared at the ground, “Let’s make it quick, okay?” you said and Hanbin cleared his throat, not knowing where to start.

Would I’m sorry let’s make up be a good start? No, I fucked up and I’m a mess without you, I can’t even go a day without thinking about you and how much I hate myself for messing up, would probably be better, but he just couldn’t say it. “Y/N, I-I’m, I don’t know how to say this because it was all my fault, and I’m just- I’m an asshole and I don’t- I can’t fix it or no, I want to fix it but I just- I know you hate me because I hate myself too and I’m just- I’m so fucking sorry” he blurted, his words a fumbled mess in representation of his entire being in that moment. You felt your heart flinch at his words as you tried swallowing past the knot in your throat.

It took a few seconds for you to hold back from crying on the spot and you could tell it was taking everything in Hanbin’s body and brain to keep him from straight up punching himself in the face. You were angry, hurt, frustrated, and ridiculously considering the fact to say something similar to what he had said to you. You let out a snivel and sighed, looking away and shaking your head gently. “I’m sorry, I should have done this sooner or maybe I shouldn’t have said it at all, but I can’t even say the right thing because I feel so guilty and sorry and you shouldn’t forgive me, but I want you to, because I-I… I need you okay?” he admitted and your heart picked up its pace rapidly as you met his desperate gaze.

His expression was pleading and this time, you wanted to punch him. “Are you kidding me?” you managed, your voice low but harsh. You saw a hint of fear flash through his expression and you instantly wanted to cry, not out of regret for your tone but because this was unbelievable. “Two months, Hanbin, two stupid months I tried to get rid of everything that was ours because I really thought you didn’t give a shit and I was so stupid for crying over you and now that I feel better with myself and the mess you made, you want me to take you back and fix things?” you said and Hanbin clenched his jaw.

“I can’t just stop myself from feeling things for you- it doesn’t work like that!” you then said, your voice raising as Hanbin’s eyes began to tear up while he looked away. You felt yourself begin to tear up as well, a few tears running down your cheeks as you wiped them off roughly.

“This isn’t a movie, or a happy ending- I know that. But… I meant it” Hanbin said, his voice low as he lightly sniffed, holding back from crying, just like you knew so well. You let out a small cough and took in a deep breath, bringing your hands to your hips as you let your head fall back. “Give me a chance, Y/N” he then added, his voice cracking as you met his gaze with a shake of your head, “Please” he continued, stepping closer to you and bringing one of his hands to your cheek.

You wanted to say no, you wanted to push him away and say he had hurt you too badly and that you would make him suffer. But his hand on your cheek felt welcoming and familiar, warm and comforting. So instead, you nodded as he brought you closer to his embrace, burying his face in your neck as you whimpered softly and threw your arms around his neck. 

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Drabble request : 4 and 11 with Wonho from Monsta X :3 can you make it angsty with a good ending? Thank you~

I tried so I hope you like it!

4.)“I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole… He/she was saying terrible things about you”

11.)“I’m here through every break up you go through, through all the lows and highs, but you haven’t ever considered me as anything other than a friend”

You heard the shouting as you made your way towards where Hoseok and you usually met up at. You furrowed your eyebrows together as you neared a small group of people where two of them were at the center in a heated argument. Just then, an awfully familiar mop of hair stood up to you and you ran to the group.

“Shut your fucking mouth before I fucking beat your ass!” Hoseok growled and as you neared them, people stepped aside, recognizing you and letting you reach Hoseok while two other guys held him back. “H-Hoseok” you managed, standing before him and taking his arm. “Go ahead! You know what I said is true!” the other guy shouted and that only seemed to further infuriate Hoseok.

“Hoseok stop! Let’s go! Listen to me!” you said loudly, practically hugging him as you pulled him away. “Get the fuck out of here before I lose it!” Hoseok shouted and the small group murmured, the other guy and his friends also dragging him away. You finally managed to make Hoseok follow you and the mob broke apart, everyone heading in different directions.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” you asked, looking over your shoulder occasionally. Hoseok’s jaw tightened and you knew he needed a few minutes to cool off. “Let’s go to the car” you said sternly and he followed after you.

Once the two of you were seated in your car, you let out a sigh and turned to him, “What was all that about?” you asked and Hoseok rested his head against the window. “That asshole was talking crap” he said, the anger bubbling up again and you shook your head, “You should’ve just ignored him instead of making a scene” you commented but Hoseok only exhaled.

“I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole… He was saying terrible things about you” Hoseok stated, sitting up and straightening his shoulders. You stared at him with a frown and pressed your lips into a line, unsure of whether you should thank him or continue scolding him for paying attention to the guy’s crap. You took in a small breath and looked away, staring at your fingers on your lap, “Well… thank you for standing up for me, but what did he say about me anyway?” you asked softly and Hoseok shook his head.

“It was all a bunch of lies but it bothered me that he went up to my face to say that shit, like- I have no friggin idea what he wanted to get at it with telling me” Hoseok said, throwing his hands in the air and sighing, slouching down in the seat once more. You knitted your eyebrows, “But what did he say?” you persisted and Hoseok bit his bottom lip without meeting your gaze. “I want to know” you added and he took in a deep breath, lifting his head but not turning to you. “It was just to provoke me, honestly it was mostly about me” he replied and you scoffed, “Well I want to know what ticked you off” you insisted and he licked his lips, hanging his head low.

“He was saying you went around and made out with all these guys at parties and even slept with some but I always followed you like a dog and you never bother throwing a bone my way” he blurted and you gaped at his words. “That’s- what the hell, that is so not true” you said in disbelief, “I take it back, you should of beat his ass” you said and Hoseok shrugged, making you turn to him with eyes narrowed, “Wait, you don’t believe him right? You’re like my best friend, you know I don’t do that- I mean why else would you want to shut him up?” you said with a half hearted chuckle but Hoseok remained quiet as he now gazed out the window.

“I guess he was only half right… and that’s why I wanted to beat him up” he commented and you bit down tightly, “What?” you asked, feeling your heart ache at his words. “I’m here through every break up you go through, through all the lows and highs, but you haven’t ever considered me as anything other than a friend” he added and suddenly your heart was beating faster and you were biting on the inside of your cheek hard enough to draw blood. “H-Hoseok-” you started but he opened the car door and paused before getting off, “I’ll see you around, Y/N” he said, stepping out and closing the door behind him.

You quickly opened your door and ran to him, “Hoseok, wait, that’s not true alright? Yes, you’ve been there for me but- I didn’t know you wanted more! I never knew so I just- I didn’t try seeing you any other way” you admitted and Hoseok stared at you in bafflement.You scanned his face for any sign of relief or anything that said you hadn’t done something wrong but he remained blank, causing your heart to sink further. You saw as his jaw tensed and relaxed while he looked away and chuckled, letting his head fall back as he sighed.

“I guess I’m the one who should get his ass kicked” he said and you smiled a little, unsure of whether things were still unclear between the both of you or if he was relieved. “Anything that will get you to tell me how you really feel would work” you commented and he chuckled. 

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Can you do number 4 with shownu please? And i like it fluff thankyou very much!! Love ya!! 💙

Love you too!!!!

4.)“I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole… He/she was saying terrible things about you”

You managed to convince Hyunwoo to go with you to a bar for the first time over several weeks, needless to say, you were ecstatic. You drank and ate, sharing jokes and stories about your days and what not. You didn’t have long dating, but the time you had together looked very promising and you would feel your heart flutter at the idea of doing this often.

“I’m going to the restroom, I’ll be back” you said, after spilling some of your food and drink from snickering over your conversation. Hyunwoo smiled and nodded as you stood up and headed towards the restroom. Once inside, you cleaned off as much of your stains as you could, taking a few minutes to finally get it to be somewhat clean.

You continued to smile all the while you wiped at your jeans, even though you had been clumsy enough to cause such an incident, you couldn’t bring yourself to mind.

Just then, as you headed out of the bathroom, you heard arguing, and a voice sounding too familiar made your head shoot up in the direction of the sound. You gasped as you saw Hyunwoo standing before another man in confrontation and the bartender shouting for the two of them to take it outside.

You quickly made your way towards Hyunwoo and took his hand, tugging at it as you tried stepping away. “Get out before I call security!” the bartender yelled and you nodded hastily, taking Hyunwoo’s arm and pulling him out of the bar. Once outside, it dawned on you that this had been a side of Hyunwoo you hadn’t had the chance to see before, but frankly, you weren’t exactly stoked to see it.

He hung his head low as his eyebrows furrowed in anger, and his hand felt loose in your yours while his posture seemed stiff as the two of you walked towards his car.

You watched him in concern and stopped before his car, “Hey, what happened?” you asked, standing before him and letting him go. Hyunwoo rolled his shoulders back and looked away, his jaw tense as you watched him try to cool himself down. After a few seconds he cleared his throat and simply shrugged, “That guy was being rude” he said passive aggressively.

“You shouldn’t have confronted him though, or at least you should’ve- I dunno, brought it outside so you guys could fight about it here, not in there” you said, crossing your arms over your chest. Hyunwoo shook his head and continued to avoid your gaze, “I’m not apologizing for what I said to that asshole… He was saying terrible things about you” he stated and your eyes widened.

“About me?” you asked and Hyunwoo finally met your gaze with a nod. You scoffed and brought your hands to your hips in amusement. “Then maybe I just might head back in there” you commented and Hyunwoo scanned your expression. You smiled as your eyes met and he smirked softly.

The two of you then chuckled and you shrugged, “It was probably about how stupid I was for spilling my food on my lap” you commented and he shook his head, the smile on his lips faltering, “I rather you think that” he said and you chuckled.

You then stepped towards him and wrapped your arms around his waist, looking up at him with a grin, “Thank you for standing up for me” you said and Hyunwoo bashfully smiled, “Any time” he stated and you snickered, stepping on your toes to peck his lips as he leaned down.

If it was with him, you definitely looked forward to what came with your relationship.

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6 and Jhope please!

sure!!

6.)  “No, he/she isn’t good enough to take you out. Trust me, I know”

You paced Hoseok’s bedroom back and forth, biting your thumb in the process. Just then you received a text from him and you quickly took your phone and called him without reading the text. The line rang three times before he was picking up, and you swore you could hear the smile through the phone, “Hey, I’m almost home, why’re you there anyway?” he asked and you continued to pace, rapidly at that. “I have to tell you something so hurry up!” you said and he chuckled, “Okay calm down, I’m on the corner” he stated and you ended the call.

You ran towards his living room and looked out the window, peeking outside and spotting his car driving into the parking lot. You took a seat at the couch and repeated inhaling and exhaling to calm your brain which felt like it was running 100 miles an hour. In a few seconds, Hoseok was stepping into the apartment and engulfing you in a hug as you stood up.

He sat across you with a grin, “Why did I risk getting a speeding ticket for?” he asked sarcastically and you let out a half hearted chuckle. “Um… how long have you known the girl you’re dating?” you asked tentatively and Hoseok nodded, leaning back on the couch. “So that’s why you’re here” he said with a sigh as he averted his gaze from you. You frowned and bit your bottom lip, “It sounds bad I know but just, humor me yeah?” you said and Hoseok took a moment to nod before he did and met your gaze once more. “I’ve known her for a couple of weeks, why?” he asked and you swallowed, trying to loosen the knot in your throat.

“Are you… Planning to like, have a serious relationship with her?” you then asked and Hoseok hummed, “That’s the plan, it’s what we both want” he stated and you stared at him in surprise, “Is it really what she wants? Are you sure you’re not the only one in this hypothetical relationship?” you blurted and Hoseok knitted his eyebrows together in hurt.

“Y/N, what’s the point in this? What are you trying to-” he started but you interrupted, “She’s not good enough for you to take out and date” you said and Hoseok paused, baffled. He stared at you confused and you groaned, running your hands through your face, “Just, trust me. I know” you insisted and Hoseok scoffed.

“Look, Y/N, you’re my friend and I love you, but you’re stepping over a line” he said and you shook your head, “No, you don’t know what she- just end it, trust me, I’m trying to save you from heartbreak” you rushed and you could tell it was making Hoseok upset but you couldn’t, no, you didn’t want to tell him the truth.

He had her in mind, but she had someone else in hers all while having him wrapped around her finger.

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Junhoe and 8 please for the Drabble!

yahs!

8.) “I’m gonna say this and hope that you forget it in the morning”

“You know what’s so funny? I used to think you were super conceited because you’re like, hot or whatever, with your eyebrows and jaw line and friggin lips” you slurred as you tried taking a sip of your drink but Junhoe took your wrist and removed the glass from your hands, “I’m stopping you know, Y/N, you’re way past drunk” he stated and you pouted, “I am not, I can still see only one you and walk straight” you said confidently. Junhoe smirked and stood up, “Of course you can, that doesn’t mean you’re not drunk though” he said and you chuckled, “True” you said as Junhoe took your arm gently and the two of you headed out of the crowded pub.

He kept his hand on the small of your back until the two of you were outside and the cold bit at your cheeks. “Oh my gosh, I need like a mask to cover my face, it’s so cold” you commented and Junhoe chuckled, making you turn to him with a scowl, “Don’t laugh, it’s not funny I’m drunk cause I can’t stop talking nonsense” you said, only making him chuckle further. You tried hitting him but suddenly you felt dizzy and stumbled a little, making Junhoe’s humor come to a halt as he stood before you and held you in place by your arms, “Okay I’m carrying you back home” he stated and you didn’t protest.

After a few minutes of Junhoe carrying you on his back on your way to your apartment in silence, you finally spoke again, “How did I get so lucky to date you” you murmured and Junhoe humned. “No clue” he said with a grunt as he set you down in front of your apartment and took your keys to open the door. You held onto his arm lazily and leaned your head on his shoulder, “Are you gonna leave me all by my lonesome?” you asked, pouting again as Junhoe glanced at you with a soft smile, “Let’s get you to bed” he said and you nodded.

He led you inside into your bedroom and sat you down on the edge of your bed. He kneeled down and began removing your shoes as you watched him with hooded eyes, sleep slowly beginning to weigh on your body. As soon as he finished up, he placed your legs on the bed and tucked you in, “I’ll be in the living room if you need anything” he said but before he could leave, you took him the arm and hugged it to your chest, “Stay here” you said shamelessly.

Junhoe cleared his throat and sighed, “Okay” he managed, removing his shoes as well and laying down next to you as you molded into his side. “I’m so lucky to have met you” you mumbled and Junhoe watched as you met his gaze. He tightened his jaw and relaxed, allowing a smile to appear on his lips, “I’m gonna say this and hope that you forget it in the morning” he started but paused for a few seconds before he looked away as your eyes closed, “I think I’m falling in love with you”

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junhoe + 16 (angst but not make me cry angst, ya know with fluff in the end)

Here you go lovely!!

“Junhoe, it’s been two days” you whined as you sat outside of his bedroom door at the dorms. You played a game on your cellphone as you waited patiently for your boyfriend to break out of his passive aggressive sulking, all because you had arrived late to a get together you all had planned. “Junhoe” you said in a sing song manner, leaning your head against the door and letting out a sigh, “For what it’s worth, I told him I’d be a little late” you murmured to yourself as you closed your eyes. “By a little late, do you mean half an hour?” you suddenly heard him say as he opened the bedroom door, making you startled as you lost your balance and fell back with a yelp.

Junhoe stepped out of his bedroom and stomped towards the kitchen as you quickly stood up and followed him, “I know, I really did try to make it, but I couldn’t control traffic, Jun” you stated. Junhoe rolled his eyes and filled a cup with water and drank from it with big gulps. You stared at him a bit shamefully and shrugged a little, “I’ll make it up to you with whatever you want” you tried to comply as he finished off his drink and licked his lips, already beginning to walk away from you.

“Jun, can we talk about this or I dunno, get like, actually mad about it and let it out?” you asked in a rush as he practically scurried away from you. He simply stepped back into his bedroom but before he could close the door, you pushed it and made your way inside only to end up facing a now very irritated Junhoe. “See? You’re pissed, say it to my face, get angry with words, don’t just ignore me until I have no other choice but to pester you like a fly” you said, waving your hands around and feeling yourself beginning to get upset as well. Junhoe closed the door and leaned against it, placing his hands in the pockets of his sweats as he let his head fall back and rest against the door. “Junhoe” you stated sternly but he continued to ignore you. You clicked your tongue and crossed your arms, “This is really friggin childish of you” you commented lowly and you could’ve sworn your words were like a match starting a fire. Junhoe scoffed and furrowed his eyebrows as he pushed himself off the door.

“Just go” Junhoe replied, his voice deep, “Not until you let it out” you countered and he only shook his head. “Yell, scream, say something!” you finally said, your voice loud and you were glad it was only the two of you at the dorms. “You want me to say something? Fine, you were late, Y/N, you knew how much it meant for me to have you there and you were late!” Junhoe shouted and his voice hit your eardrums with a pang. “I wouldn’t have cared if it was any other get together but it was for my birthday! I wanted you to be there and you were late and it was humiliating to have to sit with everyone for half an hour as we friggin waited for you!” he continued and your heart hammered inside your chest.

“I never thought I’d be so angry with you but I am! You know how hard it is for our schedules to manage a get together with family and friends and the one time we were able to do it, you showed up when it was basically over!” he added, suddenly coming to a halt as his shoulders dropped and he turned away from you. Your head hung low as you let his words sink into your head. “Don’t cry. You asked me to let it out so now you have to take it” he stated, his voice lowering as his bitter words bit right at you. You knitted your eyebrows together and closed your eyes, tightening your jaw to refrain from showing your guilt in the form of tears.

You weren’t going to cry, because he was right, this was what you wanted and you knew it would hurt but this was how you were planning to fix it. A few seconds slipped by in silence as the two of you stood across from each other. You took in a deep breath and finally raised your head to look at him as he once again leaned against the door but stared at the floor. You licked your lips and relaxed your shoulders, taking a few steps toward him until you were only a few inches away. You let your arms snake around his waist as you closed the distance between the two of you and pressed your cheek on his chest. 

You could feel his reluctance to return the affection as he moved his head away from you and simply let his arms rest at his sides. “I messed up, I know, but I didn’t do it on purpose, Junhoe. I knew how much it meant to you and I didn’t tell you but I was speeding to get to you and got stopped by a cop and got a ticket, then I had to take a different road and there was a lot of traffic because an accident had happened, and I had your gift in the back seat and when I saw it through the mirror I wanted to cry because I was feeling so bad for being late” you said softly, “And obviously this doesn’t change that I was late and still embarrassed you in front of everyone but just know I’m sorry and I didn’t do it on purpose and I don’t expect you to forgive me because I can’t forgive myself either but just, at least, know I really did try” you added, and felt him tense in your embrace.

He let out an exhale and rested his head on the door as you looked up at him with a frown. “You get to be mad, you do” you said and Junhoe shook his head gently. The two of you stood there for a few seconds until Junhoe was finally pushing himself off the door and cupping your cheeks, “Make it up to me” he said, his expression somewhat saddened but no longer angry as he leaned down to peck your forehead, and then your lips.

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Oh can I please have 6 with erm... jin and bobby?? If we can pick from two different groups (if not wonho and kihyun).. like you and jin(kihyun) have been friends but he likes you and you started seeing bobby (wonho) and yeah...

Also rushed but I hope it was what you asked for! Thank you for requesting!!

6.) “No, he isn’t good enough to take you out. Trust me, I know”

Kihyun stared at you as you scanned your closet in search of a nice outfit. “So… it’s really happening huh?” he asked with a sigh as you pulled a blouse out. “Uh, yeah, guess it really is. To be honest, I’m kinda nervous” you admitted through a giggle and Kihyun smiled slightly.

“Well, dates do that, I guess if it’s someone you like” Kihyun said, his voice shying away at his last words. “I think I know what I’ll wear, get out so I can change” you said, taking him by the arm and shooing him out of your bedroom.

As soon as you changed into your new outfit, you let Kihyun in and his eyes widened immediately, “W-Wow, you’re really, um, going for the sexy look?” he asked, his tone flustered as his eyes scanned you nervously. “Well, I don’t know. i see Hoseok and I think sexy” you said through a chuckle as Kihyun swallowed hard and looked away. “I mean, that isn’t the only thing he should want from you, you know, there’s more to you than curves and, um, skin” he added, stepping out once more, “You should change into something more casual but pretty” he said and you frowned. “Yea, you’re right, this looks too desperate” you said and Kihyun grinned, “Very” he said and you smacked his arm.

After several minutes of trying things on, you finally found an outfit. The two of you now sat in Kihyun’s car as he pulled out of your driveway. The silence between the two of you returned every time you spoke in attempts to get a single smile from him, but he wouldn’t budge. Once outside the dorms, you fidgeted in your seat but before Kihyun could open the car door, you spoke, “Wait- I’m nervous and I don’t know if it will go well, I mean, what if we’re too awkward or I dunno” you blurted and Kihyun stared at you in surprise for a few seconds before looking away.

He let out an exhale and knitted his eyebrows together while he stared at his lap as he ran his hands over his thighs, “No, well- I don’t know how it will go but he’s not good enough to take you out, Y/N” he said and you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion at his sudden statement. “Wha-” you started but he cut you off, “Trust me, I would know, I live with him… he just- he wouldn’t treat you like I-” Kihyun said, raising his voice but catching himself before making a horrible mistake and speaking his mind or worse, his feelings.

You stared at him dumbfounded, your heart leaping in your chest and you could only imagine what Kihyun’s was doing. “Just go on your date… tell me how it went later, yeah? You look great, and you should have fun” he then added in defeat, not meeting your gaze as he toyed with the car keys.

You looked away and licked your lips, and before you could say anything, Kihyun was already stepping out of the car and heading towards your side to open your door. At the same time, Hoseok walked out of the dorms and waved at the two of you. You didn’t know how, but you managed a small smile and waved back, not daring to take a look at Kihyun who trailed behind you.Needless to say, he was the only one on your mind the rest of the night, and you labeled yourself a very cruel and heartless friend and date. One man before you, and the other in your head.