#oocstuff

[xxxlovedandlostxxx]

thinking of bringing this fucker back, but everytime I almost do, I feel overwhelmed. But the feeling is building to the point of being intolerable. I'm thinking of coming back to writing seriously this summer, maybe. tbh mostly because I miss it here, I miss my mutuals. I miss lurking on here and virtually waving to you all in our way. If/when I do come back, will revamp the muse and rules a bit. Expect low activity. The latter part of 2023, and most of the first half of 2024 is such a lost year to me in a lot of ways. I feel like my brain just won't cooperate. I'm not as sharp as I was, if I ever was. Not sure I know how to write anymore, if I ever did. If I can get it back, I will try to... Please bear with me.

[miqoteken]

Doing some Chocobo racing night with the Great Iiro-Iro! and the Mighty A’ven Nunh!

@iiro-iro and @abeautifulapathy

[xxxlovedandlostxxx]

Sorry for my absence these past few weeks. Just been busy and tired, and really not fine about it but don't wanna go into it at all. I am putting this blog on hold until mid to late june when things calm down a little. love you all, see you then, hopefully.

[xxxlovedandlostxxx]

Hey there, is everything okay? I feel like we haven't talked in forever and you're not answering to my DM's or on discord

dsfja;ljdf

Sorry I haven't been around. I didn't mean to step away from the internet but stuff irl had piled up and I needed to focus on that stuff and on mental health for a while. I didn't mean to worry you! I'm not sure when I'll be back. I should take the opportunity to announce a real hiatus now but I'm optimistic that it won't be a super long one. A week or two?

[xxxlovedandlostxxx]

Sorry for being away

Kinda took an accidental and unplanned hiatus for a bit. Nothing wrong happened per se. I did make an unofficial promise to myself that I wouldn't force myself to be online, and not come online when I was feeling tired and such. Despite taking better care of myself, I did have some overlooked deficiencies that have kept progress stalled, but I'm online now, and going to try to get caught up. (sorry, bear with me as I try to get back into all of this).

[xxxlovedandlostxxx]

sorry I haven’t been around to chat, and I’ve left my blog on autopilot for the past few days. I meant to come back sunday or yesterday, and thought coming back this morning, I’d look through my old drafts. If I felt no emotional stirring inside, then maybe I’d delete. But looking at them, I was reminded how much I love these threads and the muses my muse is interacting with. My desire and ability to write is still incredibly low, however. I just can’t focus on anything, I’m feeling tired and just physically run down lately. I just want to listen to music in a dark room and sometimes look through instagram. But i want to get back to normal soon. the next time I post ooc, i hope things will be better. I think mustering a feeling let alone lots of feelings when I re-read my drafts was a good sign, at least.

[she-idxls]

------------- x >>~ A word from mun here , for any replies that we do ya'll would have to help me trim replies for the time being until i get the xkit extention which could be a while since I am still getting used to tumblr again !

Sincerely Squish !!!

[fandomlessmultimuse]

♡

it is munday! send ‘♡’ for a pointless fact about the mun.

Despite me being an angst, horror, and drama loving ass... some of my favorite anime's are just cute, happy, friendly, more or less slice of life stuff. Restaurant to another world. Miss Kobayashi's Dragon Maid. Heaven's Design Team. I could go on but I'll leave you with one last one that is just SO adorable (does have a couple emotional moments but that kind of just makes the rest better) and that is "sweetness & lightning".

And JoJo's Bizarre Adventure is over rated and you should just skip the first 2-3 parts/seasons 1-2. It does get better in part 4/season 3 "Diamond Is Unbreakable" though and I'm still working my way through season 4 which is so far looking like the best one yet so it IS an interesting study on how a manga/anime can improve over the years. .