guys i cant help it because im thinking about how in one way it is weird that ilya would suddenly refer to shane as ‘shane’ when he only ever calls him hollander so now
im thinking about how ilya probably refers to shane by his first name in his head like whats shane doing right now i wonder how shane feels about winning the cup urgh i wish shane was here
and also specifically why would he refer to him as shane specifically in a moment of intimacy and the only reason i can gather is that he’s obviously thinking his name when jacking off














