Day 366, December 31, 2012, Monday.
Wow so this is my last time doing this.. I can't believe I've done this for a YEAR holy shit??? I actually did something. Omfg. LMFAOFJASLKDJALKJ HOLY CRAP.
So, today was so boring. I did not do anything. I stayed home and attempted to do homework the entire day, but mostly skyped with Noelle and Judy.
I was bored and annoyed at everyone, and at night I watched Full House and talked with Judy and had to bake Ali's cake for him which got me so mad idk why. And Mommy was really bothering me. And it didn't feel like New Year's Eve at all.
And now it's the first and it just doesn't feel any different, it doesn't feel like it did last year at all. And I'm really sad and depressed and lonely and I wish I had somebody to kiss at new years eve and I wished it was a big deal in my house. And I wish my life was not so boring.
And I wish I actually did stuff and that my life was't such a mess and that I didn't leave things to the last minute and I knew what I wanted to do and I could be myself but I really can't and that bothers me and I hate everything.
So yeah.
2012 kinda sucked. And oh yeah I forgot, today Noelle told me she realized the whole Alexa thing was her fault.. So she texted Alexa and now she's gonna give her this in person apology on Weds. So let's see how that goes.
I'm kinda annoyed and upset and want to cry. Sigh. And I'm kinda sad about not doing this anymore.. Like it annoyed me, and sometimes I did it really shitty, but now I kind of don't wanna NOT do it.. But idk. Ugh.
Well maybe I should do something else this year. But I don't wanna.
Okay.. Well it was nice doing this.. Sighhhhhhhh....... Bye.