#oops crying again

[andallthatmishigas]

After my menty B last week, I really was doing better. And today I’ve cried three times. So maybe not doing better.

I don’t know how I’m going to pass this class. I don’t know how I’m going to be motivated to study and learn this material when I’m publicly mocked by the professor. I don’t know how to do this and support my theater company and lead a board and do my job and get my shit together for my clients oh and also diet and exercise so I can lose weight to not hate myself and not be a fucking embarrassment to my parents and try and date so I can keep my whole family from worrying about me.

I’m really not fucking okay and there’s nothing to be done about it, I just have to keep going.

[mamasuechef]

I haven't had a crying jag in 4 days! I don't know if subconsciously I needed to yell at my kids to get over how scared I was not being able to talk to them while I was in the ambulance. I don't blame them in the least but it was troubling me day after day after I got home from the hospital. I kept reliving how scared I was not being able to talk to them when it was all I wanted to do. So, sorry my Len and my Bub for exploding on you last weekend, Len for a stupid thing and Bub for a much bigger thing. All needed to be said or done on levels I don't quite understand maybe...? Lobes!

[knockfivetimes]

Just going through photos and I’m reminded of how small she actually was.

[sunsouled]

I actually made myself happy for a few hours

[catch-clouds-dream-loud]

social media is both the best and worst thing to possibly exist because its amazing to make friends and keep in contact with people but if it didn't exist i wouldn't be sat here with an ache in my chest feeling two feet tall because you're telling her she looks stunning and its stings like hell but there's nothing i can do considering you're entitled to do so but just a few days again that was me 

[unsuspectingfish]

So, amazing film is amazing. Pacific Rim is beautiful to look at, the Jaegers are drool-worthy in their detail, the kaiju just keep getting better and better (and have tentacles!). The characters are subtle and nuanced and flawed and as likely to frustrate as they are to be woobiefied. The writing is minimal but strong because this is more about monsters and mechs and all the things that we are never going to be prepared for until they occur.

The theme that—to survive as a species, we have to learn to work together and take care of each other—doesn’t manage to be overwhelmed by any intentional or unintentional Imperialism.

As Marshall Stacker Pentacost reminds us, “Today—at the edge of hope, at the end of our time—we have chosen to believe in each other. Today, we face the monsters that are at our door. Today, we are cancelling the Apocalypse.”

Today, we stop the clock.

[markpenmanship]

brokenblumenkind replied to your post: Does anyone have any good coping strategies??

I’m always here for you, hun.

Thank you <3

[genderhexed]

Dear Past Me :)

Things will work out.

Please stop hurting yourself.

Don’t let him define your worth.

You will be okay.

You will make it.

You will be loved.

And most of the time, you will love yourself too.

Hold on.