Nov 3, 2015
so why did you ask Rumble out?
He wasn’t going to ask me?
I don’t know how I feel about him; I don’t even know if I have feelings, but. Er, I’m willing to try! I’ve had a lot of time to reflect over the past few months, and I think... I want to be happy.
He’s not perfect, but he’s been very good to me lately. I know I don’t owe him a second chance after what he did--my threat still stands. If this doesn’t work--if he does anything to hurt me, I will leave.
But. I want to be positive, and I guess I haven’t been the best person, either. Maybe he didn’t mind, but using someone’s feelings for you to fill a need for physical affection when you had no plans on follow-through at the time...
I’ve been pretty selfish.