Apr 1, 2019
“lumière, darling... lumière, over me. ”
#song recs#so tonight i'm thinking abt how awkward virgos are to loving.#when jungkook said namjoon isn't openly affectionate; i secretly relate to namjoon.#imagine if i were to face someone like namjoon; i'd feel unwanted and unseen.#i wouldn't know if he liked me there; and because i carry so much meaning to actions than words; i'd probably leave before he even#opens up#and it's sad because that's how soulmates never find each other#it's when we conceal our real self and avoid being vulnerable#i find it hard to trust people#i find it hard to trust even my own family#i don't know what i'm afraid of.#the relationships that didn't go further than what it is is bcz i refuse to#its funny that someone who is capable of so much fanfic-worthy affections#is literally so afraid of love.
