Optional Task 550
Forbidden Fantasy:
Jessica has thought about reaching out and finding her birth mom. She has heard stories but she wants to sit down face to face with the woman who had given her up as a baby and ask her why. Why she didnt want her, why she left her where she did. Did she have any other kids that she kept? Was giving up Jessica a hard choice or did she just leave her at the fire station and walk away without looking back. Would Jessica even know her birth mother if she ran into her today? Did they look the same? Did Jessie get her eyes from her mom? Or from her dad? Who was her dad? Did he even know about Jessica? She knew her birth father wasn't a good man. After all he did rape her mother. Was that what had happened or a story that she was told to make up for the fact her birth mother didnt want her. Jessica loves her parents, she is proud to be raised by the people who raised her, but she has wonders and questions and she knows she won't ever get the answers. Its a hard pill to swallow.