#or a starfish

[976disdain]

thought jack was already being written as autistic since he’s got the chronic problem of neurotypical at first glance until you have a conversation but if there’s a snippet where he is. and a hot captain is involved. please do share. 👁️👁️

me and my friend kinda took how monotone he is and ran with it truthfully...and nico does NOT play about his autistic man and his silly hyperfixation on the ocean <3

[becomingamermaid]

Having hallucinations is so weird. Like sometimes they are really mild like a random box of aunt jamina pancake mix floating a few inches from the bathroom window or like confusing like a couple of maybe weeks ago I saw a man with a comically large hand dotted in eyeballs replacing his head mowing the neighbor’s lawn.

And I’m used to them and whatnot and can generally distinguish reality but I forget sometimes that no one else sees what I see sometimes?  And everytime someone asks “What are you staring at?”

And I have to say “nothing.” no matter what I really see because you aren’t suppose to say the weird stuff you see because it’s “crazy talk” and “stop playing”

Although I gotta say most annoying thing is constantly having to keep words in order and make sure I’m using the right word. I have to constantly reread what I type to make sure that I’m understood. And it gets embarrasing when I let up and I’m typing something that makes no utter sense but I don’t catch it until someone goes “huh?” a bunch of times. And the only thing I can say is “my head is doing the thing” and I can’t explain how or why it’s doing the thing and i have to make sure that it “doesn’t do the thing” but that is just constant, constant adherence to rereading.

[jpjakkz-blog]

Bye bye