#or dropping it

[juuniper-com]

Am I just really clumsy or-

[amosvseverything]

I wanted to have an upload schedule of once every 10 days. Maybe even once a week, someday. But that’s just not happening right now, and I’m sorry, mental health stuff endlessly kicking me around is making consistency or even gathering a backlog impossible. Work is continuing on AvE, at a snail’s pace, against all evidence. I hope to start uploading again later this month.

You might ask why I’m attempting this now instead of later, when I am ‘recovered’-- well, I have no expectation of that happening, and I think I should tell this now anyway because I’m guaranteed to have a shinier, better realized idea later on. It’s my philosophy that you shouldn’t save your ideas for ‘when you are good’.

Thank you for watching.

[merlinsbed]

I really need to go to bed but I did so bad with eating today that I have to eat something before I go to sleep otherwise I’ll never get to sleep and I’ll wake up feeling sick from hunger but I keep forgetting that I have to go get something to eat and then I can’t decide what I want to eat

I am a mess. I mean I only ate something for dinner because my dad happened to cook fish so he made a couple extra for me. lunch was literally pretzels and a can of soda

and I blame it entirely on the fact that I dumped- not spilled but fucking dumped- my morning tea out behind my bed, which I then had to pull half apart so I could sit on the ground surrounded by dust and soak up tea from my fucking carpet like I was nice and relaxed before that, feeling energized for the day and then the tea thing happened and it just ruined my fucking day

[kirshima]

Why do books have to be so heavy .-.

[mymainblogisntmymainblog]

is that... is that a... IS THAT A SONIC IM CRYING