maybe if i listened- 3 months ago, when people told me to stop liking him, this would be easier. when i knew that he was going to graduate soon so i wouldn't even get a chance to know him anyways.
Or maybe i shouldve listened 2 months ago, when we started to talk. When he would call out my name to say hello, and when the simple greeting turned into actual conversations.
I guess i should've known on my own a month ago. People gave up trying to tell me what to do and warned me not to get attached, yet i attended weekly get togethers with him, and these conversations turned to daily routines. It was worse for me though, when i found out he was leaving the state for college.
I think I got in too deep, 3 weeks until graduation, 3 weeks to see him. And every day i procrastinate putting these thoughts into action. I really wish I walked away when i saw him approach me 3 months ago.