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to be honest i feel like both AOS canon and aos fandom don’t treat the vulcan genocide in the first movie with enough gravity. like. 80-90% of the time people don’t even call it what it is, let alone focus on what the effects would be on the remaining vulcans. we actually spend way more time talking about tarsus iv as a fandom than nero’s destruction of vulcan. and the more I write for AOS the more that wigs me out a bit.
the WHOLE PLANET is GONE. SIX BILLION PEOPLE were MURDERED in a matter of HOURS. it’s mass death on the largest scale in what I assume is recorded federation history. we could uh. dwell on that. a bit more. there’s probably something there worth talking about.
Anyway.
I'm having what could possibly be described as a very minor panic attack.
And I get that this is completely out of proportion but also I'm terrified and I know that there shouldn't be any problem with doing this, but a fairly sizeable portion of my brain is telling me that it's a huge mistake and I'm going to regret it forever.
So this is fun
I don't know if this is actually a panic attack, but I'm currently at the stage when I'm alternating between giggling hysterically, mumbling fuck on repeat, and talking to myself very quickly, in a very high pitched voice
It feels pretty close to the start of a panic attack though, so that's what in going with
Progressing to being an adult is going from, "I don't think my parents would approve" to "I don't think my therapist would approve".
not my psychiatrist dropping me because im not in therapy????
"Just don't look like a hobo is all I ask"
Sorry you're asking for too much
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