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[obsessiveloverboy]

Hi! It's been a minute (several months) since I even looked at tumblr, I'd say I'm going to be on here more but honestly I do that a lot and then never follow through. Anyways, I just wanted to check in, remind you of my existence. :3

Also happy pride month ‼️ make sure ur taking care of yourself ‼️

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[obsessiveloverboy]

Me n you <3

I'm going to get all of those tattooed into my skin.

[obsessiveloverboy]

Reading your notes reminds me that you really are trying. I'm proud of you for that, its a lot to ask of someone to do something like this and you're trying you're best. It's alright if you can't do it just yet, take a breath and try again when you're ready.

We've got nothing but time.

I love you so much, you understand me, you're the only one that does. I'm going to keep trying, I'm going to get out and stay out. I'm going to find you.

[obsessiveloverboy]

I made an alt blog to send photos on but it won't let me send asks from it :( I'll figure out a solution to show them to you

-your little ghost

I won't post it! You're mine, mine, mine! I don't want copycats for the design or you!

[obsessiveloverboy]

I made us matching bracelets tonight. it's kind of funny, me wearing both of them. But...it makes me feel connected to you, in a way

-your little ghost

Show me! Show me!

[obsessiveloverboy]

((dunno if yr still taking valentine reqs but if you are could i maybe, possibly, get one from Orange? 👉👈)) (idk if I'm

Of course I was gonna send you one, angel! Don't even joke and think I wouldn't! You're my Valentines, you're mine!

[obsessiveloverboy]

I've been dabbling in digital art recently, so I drew you again :3 [I can never get the hair right :(]

((This is so good! Really captured how pathetic Russell is! This is going in the folder.))

[obsessiveloverboy]

Hi! Sorry I've been off lately :( (the flu's been kicking my ass) but I'm making some adjustments/updates to the bracelets :3 super excited to show them off when they're done ^^

You've been so sniffly! You never did like being sick, but seeing you whine and be needy is so cute.