L.A.T.'s Deerpocalypse Notes
[[Condensed Version, more detailed notes to be released]] [[Also research sources will be posted along with detailed notes]] [[Posted due to the need to organize own information as well as document it.]] Initial Enities Involved: Loki, Cernnunos. Related Linking Entities: Pan [also Pan as Pan and Cernunnos as Pan in Thelemic Manifestation and Role] Babalon. [The Pan-Babalon Theme is screaming to me.] Energies Being Worked With: Development, Inner and Outer Self Discipline, Ascension like transformation. Rise to Royalty/Power. Return to the forest to find primality and nature, for balance and understanding, but not loosing the balance to what is out of the forest. Also meditational Energy. Learning to connect to an animal that has been significant through most of life. Long ago/High Self Link: Higher Essence/Self went North from where he came from due to certain circumstances and encountered Loki. His travel up north was unknown until recently, where apparently the Essence encountred Cernunnos and they....fought. More of a calm 'you shall not pass'/'you are in my territory'/'what is your purpose' challenge from Cernunnos, who was apparently beaten after a long struggle. Defeat should mean overcame rather than crushed, as in the Essence was able to continue the Journey. It is possible Cernunnos watched the essence as well from a distance ever since, curious perhaps encouraging, but apparently not angry at the events and encounter. ___________________________________ Possible Signs or connections to Look out for [possibly] and not yet seen or entirely seen [Mainly Shinto or Buddhist related]: [Note: Most of this is from basic research and it is not know if some of the entities named are involved, yet, if at all] +White deer is a symbol of immortality in Daoism. +Shinto with deer as divine messengers. [See, Kasuga Shrine] [See Nara Deer Park] [See deer mandala] [Kami at the Shrine are Kasuga Akadoji [Identified as Ame-no-Koyane and Kongōdōji, attendant to Fudo-Myoo], Jinushi Gami and the Thubnder Kami of Mount Mikasa]. +The Kami of Kashima Shrine once appeared as a white deer. [this deity would be Kashima-no-ōkami, or Takemikazuchi, a thunder Kami who also is responsible for keeping watch over a giant catfish that can cause earthquakes] +Wiki also says that Deer are Divine messengers at Itsukushima Shrine [Torii gate apparently is in style of Shinto that mixed with Shingo/Mikkyo/Estoeric Buddhism], where The three daughters of Susanoo-No-Mikoto, Brother of Amaterasu-ōmikami. The daughters are called Sureibime-no-Mikoto, Tagitsu-hime-No-Mikoto and Tagorihime-no-Mikoto +Buddhism with deer as symbols of peace. Also note that it was in a deer park when the man we initially known as The Buddha. +The Kirin, Very deer like and dragon like In Japanese context, personification of good and peaceful things, appears before birth or death of someone wise. More research needed. +Perhaps the shishi. [[Sources: Wikipedia, Onmarkproductions, Encyclopedia of Shinte, Green Shinto]] ______________________________________________________ Signs + Readings: Meditation on The Forest or traveling into the first before sleep has so far shown that this leads to an inner calm and balance, as well as possibly activating a process to balance out uneven energies Giant Deer are starting to appear in dreams. Wolves. I've had a long connection with wolves since early high school due to visions and events that changed my life dramatically and for the better. Cernunnos seems to want me to learn to bring out the inner wolf and connect with it in the process do the same in studying wolves and Northern European magic and traditions. It should be noted a week before this started there was a connection between this and possible Shinto wolf deities. [[Balance out the inner nature, and outer nature, understand and connect, but neither be swallowed up whole by nature nor man [as in loose oneself and essence completely.]] Brief Summary of A Tarot Reading: [I'll follow up in another post with more specific points.]] Judgment/The Aeon: The New Aeon is Active in this energy, Three Of Plumes/Three Of Sword [[Reversed], which the book of Thoth doesn't talk about, but I've came to the following none the less]]]: Wounds are healing and bonds are strengthening [in regard to universal sorrow of physical not granting joy, it is being seen spiritual insight grants joy, which may increase with understanding the physical] The Tower/The Tower: The end of the old Aeon heralded by the new, connecting one to another. Destructive process, uniting with a higher source [Kami-Sama?] and comparative to opening the Eye of Shiva. Possible Sex Magic and related esoteric concepts related here. There is a shift happening and it will be dramatic [Implied in The Tower] - theory is that those involved this will be brought closer together while something seemingly cataclysmic. I should point out in the Aeon card has Horus on it. In Liber AL vel Legis [Pan and Thelema again] Horus makes a quote; have you noticed how in some images Cernunnos has his hand clasped while holding a staff or spear in the other [I know he is not Horus, nor Ra-hoor-Khuit, but the energy, quote and visions I've had relate to this passage which gives off an intense feeling] "I am the Lord of the Double Wand of Power; the wand of the Force of Coph Nia—but my left hand is empty, for I have crushed an Universe; & nought remains." [Liber AL vel Legis 3:72] It gives an odd click towards him. [Possibly Trance poetry or esoteric poetry related to symbolism in the card: See: Bagh-I-Muattar or The Scented Garden of Abdullah The Satirist] This is also making me think back to some of the Enochian messages I've received over the time, but I'd have to look at them for specifics. [Initial reading from Velvetlaceandscars who used the Wooden Tarot, and my own analysis using Crowley's Thoth Tarot and The Wildwood Tarot and the Hermetic Library.] ___________________________________________ Summary: There is change. More will written on the Pan-Babalon aspects and tarot reading. There is a lot of potential for Buddhist or Shinto Entities possibly to be involved, from my perspective anyways [There is potential but perhaps not activity]. It's more of that information is there, but the other deities mentioned such as Loki and Cernunnos appear more active than what I've written. The return to the wild is also an important aspect, in balance. I'll upload a few of the trance visions a bit later along with more analysis on the Tarot that has been found.
