#orion post

[thepurplecowgirl]

[secretsinthevoid]

Not being the one with most of the health info is always a struggle when we have to fill out forms. I don’t know when our last physical exam was done, it’s also not in our phone calendar so I can’t just look it up. The most I can do is answer to the best of my ability and hope for the best.

Also used the noise canceling headphones for the first time at the dentist and it went better than normal. Less anxiety and panic. No cavities either which was surprising with how much sugar Atlas and Eris eat, and how much caffeine Celeste ingests. Glad our teeth are healthy and clean now! ^_^

-Orion

[secretsinthevoid]

Bout to full this blog with frogs and cows since I’ve been left unsupervised 😂

-Orion

[wishfxljikan]

H/C post - What Orion specifically WENT THROUGH, what his scars mean, etc. tw for torture / punishments / unethical experiments / attempted augmentations & cybernetics. / death and the usual <

In the 35 years of his time locked up and restrained in a warehouse off the coast of Sinnoh in a different Rainbow Rocket HQ, Orion was forced to watch all of his friends, human and pokemon alike, be killed in punishments / selfish experiments that included forcing a pokemon into mega evolution (similar to the volcanion movie), except infusiing the mega stone of the pokemon into their flesh by any means necessary. Orion has one of these scars, a small dent, scarred tissue on the back of the neck because he ripped his out upon escaping for the final time, there’s remnants of metal plating in his main games verse that some people have thought they’re just dulled spikes, but, they’re not. There’s also an attempt to have done his in his scythe claw (unlike most garchomp, his scythe claw is much smaller and he has two separate claw digits that are much smaller, like another character of mine, Fukuro has. These, however, are augmentations, the claws are of the same material, but the digits themselves are robotic, and to this day, he still knows how to use them, despite how much he despises it, they augmented it to HURT if he tried taking them off by any means necessary, or, well, a kill switch to destroy the nerves if he even tried.

He’s had pokemon slice him open during punishments, taken bullets, almost was killed during an experiment that wanted to study his brain functions that would pretty much erase his memory, like a forced amnesia, but he woke up as they were trying to inject him with anesthetics and well, was stabbed in the head with the syringe as he made his escape,

To Orion’s current knowledge. He has escaped every facility they’ve brought him to at least a dozen times each, There’s scarred tissue over his head from the syringe still, since it was, you know, forcibly inserted. He has no clue how he even survived any of the torture. Gligar claws to the stomach, getting poisoned, burned, paralyzed time and time again, just to be healed, and forced an ailment on himself again.

All that time, Orion felt he was in purgatory, being tortured for the rest of his life. He didn’t want to commit suicide, he wanted to escape, to survive, by any means necessary. These people tried to destroy his mind, traumatize him--murdered all of his friends in cold blood or by the extent of their experiments. It wasn’t until he finally escaped, until he finally made it out of that hellish world and into this timeline that he finally broke, The first two years in the Nebel Plateau he self harmed near daily, drank himself numb for the next 8 years until interactions start. He’s dawned a survivalist, on guard and seemingly hostile personality, because in reality. He doesn’t want to be hurt anymore. He doesn’t want people to see who he truly is. It hurts him

He still, to this day in terms of his interactions, will sometimes burst with intent to end it all at even the slightest trigger of his trauma, the memories are god-forbid awful and, well, he suffers greatly at just a simple thought of what he went through.

So, if Orion even tells you a fraction of his pain

Consider yourself lucky, because he trusts you enough to open up about it.

[agatesys]

im so so so tired