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last day

I’ve had one other last day in the OR, in 2018, when I left the OR briefly right before Nick died. I made the leap from OR to primary care. As in ambulatory, doctor’s office visit, primary care. I remember really liking it and feeling like it had the potential to be an incredibly powerful platform to reach patients with mental health issues, but then Nick died. He died only several weeks into my…

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time

Time is a funny beast. Sort of reminds me of grief in a lot of ways.

There has been this pervasive thread of discussion throughout my life: time. My relationship to it, how my relationship to it affects others who weave in and out of my life, and it seems to be a popular subject no matter the season of my life. I called it pervasive because it usually comes up for others who observe me in my life and think poorly of the way I interact with it. I don’t go slow as a…

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for the mouth speaks what the heart is full of

for the mouth speaks what the heart is full of

Right now I feel like writing all the time. Certain topics seem to bubble up more easily than others. I know I need to keep writing about my time with Nick, but every time I think about it or look at it I think about how drained I was after the first, and only, time that I wrote and I push it away. Writing about my dreams was as close to writing about Nick as I have come since that first…

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For Oscar. I love you more than words can say. #rntobsn #oscarpower #summacumlaude (at Overland Park, Kansas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B60v-I9JHlM/?igshid=1f851a5366tr9

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Exercise is the only thing that seems to be keeping the demon at bay these days. I'm not complaining. Just 4 miles tonight, still feels so good!! #bereavedmotherslove #suicidelosssurvivor #divorcedwidow #suicidelosssurvivor #oscarpower #grief https://www.instagram.com/p/B1XhBZ_pPX6/?igshid=1syk5ybfqblhl

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This One is for School and it is all about Social Justice and Social Justice Warriors (Workplace Diversity at Avila); April 6, 2019; I deeply wish Oscar was here to discuss this!!!

This One is for School and it is all about Social Justice and Social Justice Warriors (Workplace Diversity at Avila); April 6, 2019; I deeply wish Oscar was here to discuss this!!!

This week in my current class, which is Workplace Diversity, our instructor is having us absorb a lot of different information about the term Social Justice Warrior. This class, as most of my other classes at Avila, has been eye-opening, to say the least. Right after Oscar died and I knew I was going to finish my Bachelor’s of Science in Nursing in his memory, I knew I was getting myself into a…

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