#osiris rambles on

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“Why is it so hard to find hazbin hotel fics to read?” I say, as if I don’t have an extremely specific list of requirements and a “do not want” list as long as my arm

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Thinking about Wyll sitting on the floor in front of Astarion, who’s on a chair or bed or bench with his legs bracketing Wyll, and Wyll dozing off in utter contentment as Astarion gently oils his scalp and his horns and massages his temples and scritches his scruffy cheeks where Wyll’s beard has been growing in and Wyll has this sweet sleepy smile on his face as he nods off, head tipping to rest his cheek against Astarion’s knee, and Wyll is so relaxed and honored and feels so cherished and is letting someone take care of him and he doesn’t feel selfish or guilty for it because it clearly brings Astarion such joy, and part of him is aching with grief that he has gone 7 years without any kind touch like this, but Astarion’s hands are cool and gentle and they chase the ache away

and Astarion is so in love it physically hurts, so in awe of being able to treat someone gently and kindly, so in awe of Wyll for trusting Astarion’s hands on him without ever demanding more from Astarion than Astarion is willing to give

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i watched hazbin hotel which means i've adopted yet another character whom i strongly read as (generally nonbinary) transfem which is utterly Slept On by fandom

(not that i want to touch the hh fandom with a ten foot pole LMAO)

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eye twitching as i see discourse that could Very Easily be 'solved' if the people on both sides literally just talked to each other instead of just making assumptions

i will not get involved in the discourse ... the discourse is the brain killer ...

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t4t4t wyll/karlach/astarion with transmasc "my gender is butch" wyll and transfem "my gender is butch" karlach and agender transfem astarion ... it lives rent free in my head at all times

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Sorry I’m obsessed with another traumatized white boy

It’s an illness

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i haven't watched Good Omens s2 yet but I am already frothing at the mouth about how much I love transfem nonbinary Crowley

that's my genderfluid baby!!!

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I find it very interesting when people who vehemently deny or belittle the existence of transmisandry/transandrophobia/anti-transmasculinity (whatever phrase you prefer) … do believe in butchphobia and talk about specific anti-butch oppression & prejudice

How do you not understand that anti-transmasculinity & butchphobia are Basically the Same Thing? How can you acknowledge the need for there to be a specific word for butches to talk about their oppression, but accuse trans men of being whiny babies or men’s rights activists for trying to coin a word to describe their (extremely similar!!) experiences

How do you not understand that anti-transmasculinity & butchphobia are overlapping circles on a Venn diagram?

I genuinely do not understand the thought process here