I was always curious if you were jealous of us other Adas. (It's fine if you were, we all get jealous sometimes because of one reason or another.) Despite our early days as pretty decent companions and "Ada Alliance" material, I was always wondering if there was something like that going on.
[[I wasn't really 'jealous', no. When I first started playing Ada I was unsure of myself. Already, there were several good Adas around and they all got the recognition they deserved. I opted to stay underground, only playing with other similarly low-profile role players until I gained some footing and confidence. I followed the good Ada blogs from early on, hoping to one day be able to interact with them with my well established Ada. I was unconfident, hesitant, and insecure about my own writing. However, this is not the case now, as I have grown both as a writer and a role player. And I'm very glad that I still have you quality people around to interact with. I'm no longer a low profile role player, on the contrary. I don't let emotions such as jealousy get to me. Although I do have my moments of insecurity and skepticism, but I try to keep a level head about everything.]]