// Thank you.
I'm contemplating on making a whole new Cloud blog just to start anew.
Because no matter how much I'm away, inactive, want to delete this blog and not feeling the muse much at all, I still linger and miss this character as well as many people who deserve much better with what they've done for me and my own muse.
Of course, I'm still going to wait awhile on pulling through that because, in all honesty, I can never trust my words anymore. xD
When I have more time-- like summer vacation-- I'll try dedicate more time. Right now, I have a lot of things going on and I've honestly been out of touch with a lot of things. I'm trying to pick up the pieces one at a time.
At the same time, I'm not sure. There are a whole lot of other Clouds on here and it's honestly pressuring because I admire them a great deal to the point where I feel nervous about everything-- but the friendships are all well worth it, I believe. I don't know. I'm easily conflicted, sad to say hah. I've never regretted making this account. I only feel guilty that I've been incapable of holding out. It's just me.
Well, I can't make any promises as of late and I've become tired of saying empty words all the time... but, really, thank you for sticking around.
Thank you for giving my Cloud a chance.
I'll be back. Eventually. We'll see!
Please take care of yourselves. :)
-- Cas