#outofscott;

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hEY OK SO FIRST STEPS FIRST I MAY Not SEEM LIKE MUCH NOW BUT I NEED ICONS AND NEW PPL TO FOLLOW,,

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whAT do i even do someone please explain??

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explanation 

hey so finals are next week.

and i know its a bad time to be back but

my heart hurts and im scared and stressed

ive been eating less and less

and

idk its down to barely a meal a day

and im so scared bc i want to get better but then again i dont

i like myself and how i am rn

i just dont know what to do or why i'm doing this to myself but i am and its annoying me

u know

but yeah i needed to come back bc i like writing and this blog is a stress outlet for me and i love u guys and i rly hope u guys will send me loves and stuff

but yeah most of the time i'll keep my calm demeanor but if i get sad u know why

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indefinite hiatus.

sorry, i just. there's a whole lot of shit going on rn tbh and i'm stressed to the max and my mom keeps yelling it me which isn't helping and i've just got so much stuff to do and im uber busy. i'm sorry but when i am on i don't feel much love and rn what i need is love and support.

the only way you will be able to contact me is by phone/text. shoot me an ask for my number.

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i miss u guys and we should set up a time where we can make a chatzy and talk ooc ok