Aug 23, 2020
I have never tried to claim that I’m perfect
Or that I’m always right
That I have no faults
And that everyone else is the problem
But I try really fucking hard
I pray for the people I love all the time
I go out of my way to think of them
To make them feel seen
To give whenever I can
But the states they can put me in....
Makes it all seem pointless
I don’t know why I try
When so many only want to see the worst in me
You hate everything I say
You hate everything I do
I walk on eggshells
Because you hate me
And I will never be enough
I don’t have everything you need
I am not enough
I can’t give enough
I can’t be a person
Nothing is mine
I am alone
It’s all a facade