#ozzy.vent

[aliterald0g]

Welcome to the Puppy Palace

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

I belong to the goddess that is my girlfriend, and we are in a closed relationship. Do not DM or send asks directed at me (you can send prompts though).

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

DNI...

MINORS, homophobes, transphobes, ableists, racists, sexists, TERFS, zoophiles, incest blogs, and pedophiles. I don't want c1s men interacting with me either.

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨♡୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

What you'll see here...

Light CNC; Petplay; Impact Play; Hypnosis; Breeding (NO pregnancy); Edging; Marking; Predator/Prey; General sado-masochism; Body worship; Royalty; Overstimulation; Bondage; Degradation; Praise; Somnophila; Decryphilia; Monster sex; Religious Corruption

What you will NOT see here...

Ageplay; Bathroom play; Vomit; Necrophilia; Feral; Loli; Detrans

** It is to be assumed that, in every post, all parties are consenting to the scene. Furthermore, it is to be assumed that all parties are aware of any potential danger, and have taken measures to ensure nothing serious will happen.

Featured tags below

- ozzy.rblg = My reblogs

- ozzy.txt = Text posts (or text/non-tag additions to reblogs)

- ozzy.img = Media of.. any kind really. No nudes though, those are reserved.

- ozzy.domestic = Non-sexual posts/reblogs about my girlfriend

- ozzy.moaning = General horny posting

- ozzy.barking = Petplay-specific posts

- ozzy.vent = Vent posts/reblogs

- ozzy.🪼 (or just 🪼) = Posts about/for my wife

[aliterald0g]

Lowkey kind of wish there were actual repercussions to constantly missing therapy appointments because then I'd probably show the fuck up. My brain has been wracking itself with so much shit lately that I don't properly know how to process it. But I know if I bring it up to my therapist she's just going to ask if I feel suicidal or some shit and then recommend the mental hospital again after I have told her several times that going to one only ever made things worse. And do you know how pissed off I would be if I had to go to a mental hospital AGAIN because of him. Oh yeah man let's uhhh wait like 3-4 fucking years to actually process what he did to you and what he threatened to do to you. And while we're doing that we're also going to process what she did to you for 5 years before that ☝️

[aliterald0g]

I think I need to stop going online whenever I am in a lighter form of pet regression because I unknowingly interact with stuff that has content that ends up causing me to have panic attacks. But I also use Tumblr and other online things to help me get into that mindset. I know realistically I should probably just wait until I have my owner with me physically, but I need to escape so bad sometimes, it sucks

[aliterald0g]

I dunno if something got fixed inside me or if something broke inside me but I have not been in the headspace for cruel domming at all. Like I fear I'd start crying if you were too mean or too rough with me and not in the hot way. At least not for me. I'm still a masochist but I think if I was degraded anymore than being called stupid/dumb, a bad dog, pathetic, or a slut/whore I would feel upset. I also don't think I could have sex with someone or multiple people that is disinterested anymore which I used to find really hot.

I dunno I think it might be the latter. I've been processing a lot of the sexual trauma I have and I think that's just made a lot of heavier kinks harder for me. At least, in relation to the stuff he said he'd do to me in what I am hoping was strictly kink, but I'm not very certian anymore. It could be part of the healing process but for now I am going to become stricter on what and who I interact with. Also taking a break from Fansly indefinitely if anyone who follows me on here follows me there.

[aliterald0g]

I want to go into that puppy headspace so bad it's making me want to cry. I can't, though, it's not safe to in my house, and I don't have anyone even remotely near me that could fill the role of a temporary owner. I'm so sad and I'm so stressed I just... I wish I could escape