I really fuckin' miss,
When roleplay was actually fun. Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy it now-- or else I obviously wouldn't have this account. When I first came into tumblr rp, it was actually very fun and it's why I ended up leaving rpm and so on and so forth. It was hard to keep up on the dash cause there were several people interacting, joking around, and others having their more serious threads. It wasn't a drag to reply, or respond, it was-- nice, flowing and enjoyable.
Somehow, the fun vanished. After speaking to only one other about this, it makes me wonder if I'm the only one.
I miss when directories weren't too literate, or too illiterate. I miss when the family wasn't so emphasized, cause it wouldn't succeed from that point. I miss when I'd look at the dash, see the family interacting with one another and it was even hard to keep up with conversations at that point, but you kept going cause it was a nice escape from reality and you were having too much fun to even get up cause you'd miss some action.
I miss when I was eager to do replies, I would always be laughing, and the dash didn't make me want to gag, vomit, or log out within a minute or two.
It seems like all the directories try to implant family, and the members just don't cooperate. It's quite difficult, and frustrating.
Roleplay just... is not as fun as it used to be. And it's a shame that it isn't. It's about which themes are the best, it's about who is literate and who isn't, it's transitioned into something-- that lacks heart. At least, for me, it lacks heart. It lacks the joy.
Which fuckin' sucks.