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IT’S LIKE THAT SENSATION WHEN YOU THINK YOU’VE LEFT YOUR DOOR UNLOCKED 

AND YOU PUSH THROUGH THE CLOTH OF YOUR HEAD, TRYING TO FIND THE MOMENT WHEN YOU DID                                                              IF YOU DID, AT ONE POINT

AND IT’S SUCH AN UNCONSCIOUS ACTION ( BURIED  UNDER ALL THE OTHER COMMAN TASKS YOU PERFORM ) THAT YOU JUST CAN’T. 

I THINK THAT WAS LIKE THE MOMENT WHEN I FELL OUT OF LOVE WITH MYSELF. 

AND I DID, AT ONE POINT. 

[beecho-i]

October 23rd, 2012

Today is the first day that I've actually had "free time" to myself and got to just relax. As much as I wanted to go out and celebrate a birthday, I really was just so tired and needed time to myself to really reflect on these past few weeks, and just be alone with God. This experience has been so exciting and great so far, I really don't think I could ever go back to being what I use to be. Just on the fact that I've learned all these things and really experienced the living and breathing God in my life. Yeah, just wanted to update since I haven't in a while :) Man, two more months to go and then off to outreach!!

[beecho-i]

Picture #1  Date: Sunday, September 23rd, 2012 Location: Crystal Church; College Point, NY 

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September 24th, 2012 Last Sunday before YWAM DTS :') 

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T-minus 1 day & 15 hours

OH WHAAAAAAAAT!  Time has truly flew by these past few months and weeks. And I'm glad that I spend it well with all my loved ones :') 

Although I know I'm going to miss everyone like crazy.... I can't wait to see what God has in store in this new journey & path that I'm going on. This is so crazy hahaha :)

[beecho-i]

Not going to lie, you girls are still my bests ♥ Even though we might not talk often or at all, and make fun of each other to no extent, drive each other crazy with our stubborn personalities, annoy each other with our little quirks, bicker and fight every so often, come from different backgrounds and families, have separate groups of friends, have different interests and passions and live completely different lives... one thing always stays the same: our love for one another and our friendship ♥

I love you girls very much. Let's continue to grow in God and with one another. ♥  

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August 2, 2012

One thing that I loved so much about my trip to Washington was it really brought my sister and I so much closer. I just love it so much! And I'm just so grateful that we got to have that time to laugh, cry, smile and be silly together for two weeks <3

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God is so amazing

Words truly escape me when I try to explain everything that has been going on. All I can say is that God is so truly amazing and He is... so amazing, wow.  God really does have a plan/will for everyone and He can make anything and everything possible. It's so amazing to see and experience, all praise be to God.