I don't really know what to feel, Doesn't seem to matter what I do, I feel alone. I can no longer tell what's fake or real, I can't seem to call my mind my own. I fell in love, but I think i'm still falling, It's like I'm stuck in one place watching life happen, And I don't have an audience applauding I'm alone. I hate this, I'm the only one clapping, I don't have a fucking crowd cheering me on. The people who got closest are all fucking gone. I'm looking for the bright side, But I'm leaning towards swan Songs. I just want this feeling to leave, I hate always being wrong I feel lowercase, I feel pencil to pen, can be erased, I feel out of place, My minds in outer space Lovers looked me right in the face, Then left like they'd get first in a race. What's my worth? Do I need to start running too? Will I be last?
by P.T.J.M