ANSWERED ASK for : @p0ssessed
❛ I was just looking for someone who could see what I see. Feel what I feel.❜
♱˖ ─── IT WAS WITHIN MOMENTS OF CROSSING paths with Sam that Shiloh’s interest had been completely enraptured by her existence. Grim and beautiful, harrowing and gentle, nefarious and good… The chaos that was woven together to create the fabric of such an enigmatic soul had caught her attention and drawn her to it with a force that was almost magnetic. But besides the genuine curiosity that had invested her in the mystery, there was also a strong sense of EMPATHY and a familiar resonance that guided her path. The scars that covered the other’s soul shared an odd but unmistakable semblance with the scars on her own, and despite the hurt that she felt deep within her chest for her, there was also some relief in knowing that she wasn’t alone.
❛ I was just looking for someone who could see what I see. Feel what I feel.❜
From her spot on the couch, with her feet tucked comfortably beneath her, Shiloh nodded. ❝ I know, ❞ she answered, almost SOLEMNLY as she took a moment to mull over the words. They hit home. It was strange; she’d only just met her a handful of days ago, and already it felt as though she could tell her ANYTHING. The similarities that they shared in the category of trauma were almost uncanny; completely different and yet the same. She couldn’t remember the last time that she’d opened up to someone that was made of flesh and BLOOD, but she knew, unequivocally, that nothing in the past could have ever compared to what she’d just stumbled into with Sam. The affinity in their connection was almost cathartic.
❝ It gets lonely sometimes when it’s just you and the company in your head…❞ That was putting it lightly. ❝ I used to tell myself that it was something that I could shake, like… I could get used to it. But I don’t think that we're wired that way. As humans, I mean. ❞ Shiloh shook her head as she picked at the FRAYED edges of the hole in the knee of her jeans as she spoke, chocolate eyes studying the strings of fabric. ❝ Most of us need dumb shit like human connection, and support, and blah blah blah. ❞ She rolled her eyes sarcastically, a smile beginning to grace the soft curve of her lips as her attention fell back onto Sam.
The brunette offered the cant of her head and the shrug of one shoulder before her demeanor SOFTENED a little, a small pause following. ❝ I didn’t think there was anyone else like me. I’ve never really been able to talk to anyone like this. Not in a way that they could, like… get me, you know? It’s nice. Kinda weird, but... nice. ❞ Her nose crinkled with the arc of a bigger smile. ❝ I guess it’s true what they say: misery loves company. ❞