Three long weeks. Three weeks since Joseph had seen Mary Elizabeth. Almost three weeks since he had left his house. It didn’t surprise him this time; he knew it was coming just as it had every time before. She had gotten up and left and Joseph felt nothing but emptiness. He could barely eat, barely sleep, all he did was sit at the window hoping her car would pull up the circular drive. It was pathetic, really, this sitting and staring. He felt much like that stupid scene from Twilight when Bella waited for months on Edward, that thought just made him feel worse, he was more pathetic than the worst part of cinematic history. It crossed his mind to call her, it was the sensible answer. Call her and invite her over once more, it was what a normal human would do. Joseph wasn’t normal. He would pick up the phone and stare wistfully at it for minutes at a time. He wanted her to call, wanted her to make the first move so he didn’t look desperate.
Joseph was desperate though, very desperate for her touch, her voice, just her presence. Spending even one night at her side had reminded him of what he had left walk away. She wasn’t just a girl, she wasn’t just another page in his book. Joseph knew that but he wasn’t sure if she did. He didn’t want to push her so instead he just drove himself crazy. On the bright side he wrote a lot; new movie plots, books, and poems sprung from the tortured mind. He wrote best when he was miserable and miserable he was. So it was a miracle when he was coaxed out of the house to enjoy a low key dinner with a few friends. A locally owned eatery, very small and yet as he was dressing Joseph wanted nothing more than to just lay back down in bed. His tie felt like a noose, tightening as he made efforts to get out of the house. His friends knew he was miserable, the reason was unknown, yet they could tell because no one had seen him for a while.
They would be in for a surprise when they saw him. His skin was sallow, his eyes with bags, and his cheeks sunken in. He didn’t look well yet he put a smile on his face as he splashed himself with water. IF he told himself was better than maybe he could fake it enough for everyone else. He didn’t want his friends finding out that it was a girl that had caused him so much grief so instead he rolled up the sleeves of his dress sleeves and practiced being the carefree Joseph they knew. Maybe tonight would be good, he could sit and laugh. Joke around and drink, maybe she wouldn’t pass his mind. Maybe tonight was the night that he could finally get around to feeling better. It looked more and more positive as the closer he got to the actual dinner. Twenty minutes to he was in his car and on his way to the restaurant. Once joining the party her name was lightyears away.
Down near the end that was his table setting, smiling and shaking hands with everyone he barely noticed the large volume of friends. He barely noticed anything as he made his way robotically down the table. A “Hey, how you doing?” to everyone he passed. Sitting down a big grin was on his laps and with a flourish he set his crisp white napkin on his lap. Mary Elizabeth who? Calling down the table he laughed as someone ordered him a drink and leaning back slightly, just enough to tip his chair onto two legs, Joseph Gordon Levitt began to relax. It ended very quickly because as he looked up a ghost seemed to appear. It was enough to scare him into letting his chair fall with a thud back onto four feet. The girl he had tried so hard to get away from was sitting square across from him like some angel. Was he seeing things? Was this real? But this was as true as anything he’d felt in the last two weeks as a soft smile met him from across the table and swallowing an audible gulp Joseph was back in his weird place again, never to recover, “Hello, Mary Elizabeth”.