more than 30000 crystals later and I still dont get Raspberry Cookie 🙃

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more than 30000 crystals later and I still dont get Raspberry Cookie 🙃
You’ll never know true pain until one day, you’re playing a song you really like in Project Sekai. You’re almost at a full combo and the song’s nearly over, and you’re quite excited because you’ve yet to FC this song. Then, at the last second, your game lags thanks to your shitty wi-fi. You feel your heart sink, and you miss the very last note.
Full combo, -1.
Now you feel like consecutively sobbing and throwing your phone into the wall, but decide against the latter, because, knowing your luck, it will most likely ricochet off the wall, directly slam into your face, then descend to the floor before the screen shatters into thirteen million tiny pieces.
I miss you
*The first uear was positively horrible. It took him about that long to be able to go to the gravesight without immediately turning and walking the other way. He set a bouquet of flowers down and sighed.* Well, better late than never, huh? *There was a pause.* I should have been there. I should have bit the bullet and went with you on that mission, but... I... I have to go, now. I'm sorry.
*Five years had gone by. It had gotten easier, but it still hurt. Healing took time, so it wasn't as bad as it was a few years ago.* Hey, Myde. Long time no see. You should see Gunner and Ellie. They're growing up quick.*He chuckled.* You'd be proud of them both. You really would be.
*He sat down next to the grave stone and sighed.* Ten years. It feels like ages, really. Things are really looking up. Wish you could see it. *There was a pause.* I miss you, still. I guess that'll never change. But, still, it sucks. *He stood up.* Welp, gotta go scare the shit out of Ellie's new boyfriend. Catch ya later.
The side of my jaw, face, and my one ear hurt so bad rn.
*has shin splints but runs anyway because im an idiot*
MY WRIST FEELS LIKE ITS BEING TWISTED WAYS ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY BEING SET ON FIRE AND I STILL HAD TO TAKE OUT THE GARBAGE BY MYSELF WHILE MY BROTHER GOT TO GO YO SLEEP BECAUSE HES TIRED BUT I KNOW FOR A FACT HE IS IN HIS ROOM RIGHT NOW WATCHING FUCKING VIDEOS AND IM GOING TO PUNCH A WALL WITH THE HAND THAT IS PAIN JUST TO PROVE A POINT OF ANGER
So maybe to continue my theme of masochism after I finish Forest of the Dead I'll re-watch The end of time...sounds like a good idea. I'm an idiot ignore me