Obsessions - Family
A/n: So, a while back, I made this little thing about obsession speculations. Well, I made a few oneshots about that even further back and just found them. It's a mini-series that looks like it was attached to another fanfic plan? Well, I have no idea what the plan was, so I'm giving you this. There are 4 parts I made? This and the 3rd part are finished, but the 2nd and 4th are incomplete. Better together but still understandable as a standalone, you know?
Summary: Jazz has finally gotten through to Vlad in their therapy sessions. Danny is a bit on edge but relieved. Then Vlad has a talk with Jack and Maddie. Many things are shared.
TW: Unprofessional and very improvised medical treatment, mention of stalking, mention of attempted murder, intensified canonical death(s) (I made it so much worse, but it's not too detailed), hints at suicidal thoughts, hints as attempts, internalized homophobia, polyamory (I don't consider it a trigger but some people don't like it so whatever), mention of a dead kitten
Vlad/Maddie/Jack; Danny's obsession is Space and Protection; Vlad's obsession is Family; Liminal amity Park; Vlad loves animals; Amity is Danny's haunt and the people, animals, ghosts, and more sentient plants that live there are his people; Ghosts feel things more intensely and it's overwhelming for halfas who are also still alive and not built or used to it; ghosts are empaths, they know what other people around them are feeling
Danny was sitting on his bed with a needle and fishing line in hand, sewing a particularly long and deep enough cut from his last fight, when his door slammed open. He jumped, eyes wide, blood draining from his face, and heart entirely stopping.
He feared the worst, thinking about how to explain to his parents about such a large injury that couldnât possibly be from bullying, but then he realized who it was. Jazz.
She was more frazzled, hair a mess and panting heavily. But thanks to ghost speak, allowing him to be the best empath a living person could be, he could tell she wasnât scared or panicking. It was similar in intensity, but it was the opposite. She was excited and enthusiastic.
âI did it!â She laughed. Tears were springing forth from her eyes as she paced around, waving her hands around. âI actually did it! I-I helped him- I convinced- I- Holy shit, Danny! I did it!â
Danny sighed, shoulders slumping without the previous worry he harbored. He allowed his heart to beat once more, finishing his stitches as Jazz let out her excitement and⊠relief? No, it was satisfaction. Huh.
âIt wasnât- I didnât think that- Wow! I didnât know how it was all going to work because of how obsessions work and his seemed like it was leaning towards control but- But it wasnât! And while the situation is a bit weird now, itâs- I got a breakthrough!â
Danny raised a brow as he looked up, having finished tying the knot and snipping off the rest while she spoke.
âCan I ask or are you implementing privacy protocols?â
Jazz took a few breaths, letting out a few airy chuckles.
âI-... No itâsâŠâ She took another breath. âVlad- Iâve been talking to him.â she quickly went to clarify once seeing Danny tense. âAnd yes, Iâm fine. He hasnât done anything. Heâs sent me gifts and sent me a bunch of textbooks and all that- but nothing over the moon.â
Danny pursed his lips, making Jazz smile. He always hated how sheâd slip in astronomy into the conversation to calm him down. She knew how it affected his ghostly side. It was like a sedative, a drug. It worked every time.
He was worried the addiction would grow like it had for other ghosts. Jazz stated that it was more like a prescription for a health condition. After that conversation, it clicked. She mustâve been talking with Frostbite. Damn her empathetic nature. It wasnât even caused by some instinct (though he supposed that she may have a motherâs instinct with how she always saw through him).
âWhen did youâŠ?â
âHe wasnât sure which place to get Maddie from and what would be best suited for them.â It took a moment for Danny to remember about Vlad's first cat.
âBut why did he ask you?â
âHe thought I wanted to be a vet. And yes, I did for a while just to be around animals. Always wanted a snake- but it wasnât really⊠Anyway- The last time Mom talked about me before the incident, it was about me helping a friend with their grumpy cat.â
âWell, he went to the right person, I guess. He officially has 4 of them now.â
âOfficially?â
âRemember the whole stray thing?â
It started with Danny finding a dead kitten in a parking lot. His obsession about protecting his people, including the animals and even some plants, had hit him hard. He ended up crying to Vlad about it when the older halfa saw him going on a frenzy to find all the strays in Amity to see if they were ok.
Vlad decided to join him and bought a whole building for the strays they've found. It's a play area open for adoption and just to hang out. But before that, he had to keep them in his mansion. He had to throw out his old wardrobe because of all the fur.
It was funny to think back on. Vlad spoiled them so much but refused to admit how attached he got to them even when he had 3 kittens climbing him, a surprise raccoon on his shoulders, and 2 dogs running circles around him.
âOh, right.â Jazz snickered a bit before shaking her head. âAfter approaching him enough times while you were out, I was able to start talking with him. And now, he came to a conclusion!â
âAnd that isâŠ?â
Jazz hesitated for a moment.
âSo⊠how do you feel about hooking him up with mom-â
He opened his mouth.
â-and dad?â
He closed it, eyes now wide. Jazz pursed her lips, analyzing every micro-expression before falling back into therapist-brain when she found nothing.
âIÂ know you arenât comfortable with him after everything, but you mustâve noticed how heâs calmed down a bit, right? Heâs trying and-â
âItâs related to his obsession. He has one.â Danny interrupted; Jazz could hear his slow relief sneaking in. âItâs not⊠You said it wasnât control. It's... it's really not?â His expression held hesitant hope. As if he was trying to be careful not to get his hopes up.
Jazz smiled softly. âNo, itâs not.â
Danny let out a small sigh of relief, slumping forward. Jazz could see the energy- something similar to adrenaline- drain out of him. He looked more tired now.
The exhaustion he carried was identical to that of a retired veteran soldier. It made a piece of her ache each time he let loose enough to show it. It made her wilt when she saw the similar expressions on his friends as well.
Val was an exception, but it was only because she acted like a military person during training rather than after war.
It made sense.
She hated how it did.
He looked up again, now with a more appreciative look. One that was thankful and genuinely happy.
âCongratulations on your breakthrough.â
âItâll be a bit easier now, right?â
Danny let out a small chuckle. âMaybe.â He let out another sigh as his head spun a bit from the relief.
He could feel how fuzzy everything was starting to become as something in him twisted. He could feel his core amplifying whatever emotions he was feeling to the point he felt numb. The feeling made it harder to tell if he was breathing, it made it harder to stay in the moment.
He could see Jazz coming closer and he could only smile. He was happy. He was so happy. It felt like he was a step closer to completing something.
âMaybeâŠâ
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âCan we talk? Just the 3 of us?â
It was a few days after another session with Jazz when he finally convinced himself to talk with Maddie and Jack. Maddie looked at him more skeptically.
It was to be expected, and it made his core want to cry. But Jack accepted without hesitation, looking more than excited to see him. He smiled a bit, feeling his core mend itself with the acceptance alone that he received from Jack of all people. The very person he wanted to kill until about a week ago.
They shuffled to the living room where Vlad could finally sense Daniel in his room along with Jazzâs liminality along with him. It was always difficult to sense liminals, ghosts, or even Daniel in the household due to how much ectoplasm the scientists dealt with. It was worse than how difficult it was to track Danielâs presence (ghost form or not) when he left Amity Park while Daniel out with his friends or at school.
Itâs why he implemented cameras. He had deactivated them once the second truce came around, instead deciding to call Jazz regularly for updates. She was fully honest with him, it was relieving. It made his core hum with glee.
âSo what did you want to talk about, Vladdie?â
Vlad took a shaky breath. He didnât want to lie anymore. He didnât talk about this to any of the children, but he didnât want things to bite him back in the future if this worked out.
âRemember the proto-portal? The one we made back in college?â
âYes?â Maddie confirmed hesitantly, feeling the tension of the room grow.
âSomething happened to me then. I got a disease of sorts. It was fatal.â
The 2 of them stilled.
âBut you recovered!â Jack exclaimed, though there was a growing puddle of fear. Of concern.
Vlad took another breath, eyes starting to sting.
âI was put into intensive care. They didnât know what to do, it was a new field entirely. I kept getting sicker and sicker until they gave up and prescribed pain meds in dosages that shouldâve been lethal near the end.â
Their hearts dropping was almost audible. Jackâs expression crumbled and Maddieâs became unrecognizable. There was too much weight in her emotions to try and piece together what she was feeling. He was too scared to find out. He was too scared to regret not saying the words âI wishâ when his recovery picked up years ago.
He remembered the months during his recovery after he became a halfa. He woke up feeling a rush of so much that he felt numb until he could process it properly. He was still under immense danger of dying. He argued with the doctors, even begged, to go back into the coma he was placed into. He wanted to die without fear or any more pain.
They told him that heâd heal quicker if he was awake. That he was getting to the top of that hill. That heâd go downhill at top speed to his full recovery. He didn't believe them; he didn't want to hope. But heal, he did.
But it was so different as he did.
Too different.
He felt things so much more and it was so intense. His emotions were so strong that he couldnât stand existing any longer in his lonely room. A room he thought heâd have to stay in for the rest of his life when his condition would go back to life threatening.
âI-â His voice cracked a bit, turning to Jack. âI thought what I felt for you was hate. That I blamed you for what happened to me.â
He wanted someone beside him then. He craved warmth he had only gotten from Maddie and Jack. The feelings he held for Maddie were so simple to understand at that time. It was socially accepted. What he felt for Jack was different. It was, in fact, much more intense. Shivers and goosebumps each time he remembered how Jack would hold him when he got a small injury or was out of breath trying to catch up to the athlete. He felt so small, so vulnerable.
âVlad-â Jack started, his heart shattering from the fall and flowing through his voice. Vlad could see his tears at the edge of his eyes, ready to begin a stream.
To Maddie, he felt like he could provide whatever she wanted.
To Jack, he thought he felt like he was being treated like someone below him, that he needed to be doted on to be on par with the 2 of them.
But that wasnât it.
To Jack, he felt like he didnât have to shoulder any burdens. That he could be loved without truly doing anything in return, that he didnât need to do anything but be himself.
âIt only made sense in those times that it couldnât be anything but. HoweverâŠâ He turned to Maddie and smiled softly. âIt turns out that it wasnât just you.â
He hadnât understood it until Jasmine convinced him into therapy lessons. Practice, she claimed, she swore, she lied. She reminded him of how passionate ghosts were. How passionate he was and is.
It was then that he found that he loved Jack more than Maddie at first. That it was such an intense feeling that he confused it with hatred.
It didnât help that their relationship wouldâve been frowned upon then, that it wouldâve been impossible and potentially illegal to seal the deal with a ring or even a simple kiss.
It took a moment for her to understand what Vlad was referring to. Her eyes widened, jaw dropping as she looked over at Jack before back at Vlad. Vlad nodded. She shook her head and took a breath.
âWhat? What do you mean-â Jack was still in the dark. Though, he always was the dense one. âYou⊠You donât hate me?â
âNo, Jack. Though I hope that after this, youâll be willing to give me a chance.â
âAfter- I donât understand.â Jack turned to his wife. âWhat does he mean? The illness and ânot just youâ? What is he talking about?â
Maddie placed a hand on his shoulder, lips starting to wobble. She seemed to shake her head for a moment.
âHeâs been-â She paused, eyes widening slightly before she let out a broken laugh. âHeâs been obsessed with me for a long time. And⊠well, I guess youâre a target now too.â
Jack took a moment to process her words before his face flushed scarlet red. Though he couldnât speak a word or react further. He simply froze up, making Maddie smile before her lips wobbled and dropped it.
âAre you normally so aggressive?â
The topic was obvious. It made Vlad hopeful that sheâd listen.
âNo. I was in denial and it had made me sick. For those of my kind, emotional and mental pain is like physical pain to the living. Denying my⊠my purpose for existing, my obsession, took a toll on me. Ghosts that attack Amity arenât actually aiming to hurt people. They tend to go too far and forget how fragile living beings tend to be, especially humans.â
Maddie took a breath, looking down.
âThey know.â It wasnât a question.
âThey know.â Vlad confirmed. Jazz and Danny knew about him from the very beginning.
Maddie took another breath.
âWhy Danny?â Why did you obsess over him like you did with me?
âWhat- what about Dann-o?â Jack blinked back in.
âIt was easier to get to him than Jasmine in my mind. Not only is he a male, but he was struggling with studies. There was also a sort of⊠connection I had with him. Perhaps itâs due to that portal downstairs. He has been exposed since the womb. Your children have not been fully human for a long time. Liminals at the very least, just as the city is becoming.â
âThe city..?â
âLetâs just say that the ambient ectoplasm is the only thing blocking their signatures while that portal is only strengthening their liminality.â
â...â
Jack and Maddie seemed more sick. But Jack shook his head, getting himself back into the topic at hand.
âSo- You-... Youâre an ectoplasmic entity?â
Vlad swallowed.
âYes⊠Iâm what theyâd call a halfa. According to a roommate, the long exposure from the proto-portal had forced my body to eventually adapt to it and learn to circulate and circulate it differently until it had⊠Halfas need to go through the process multiple times before theyâre stuck as part of the living and part of the dead.â
âVladdieâŠâ
âI did not feel the final process. I was put into a medical coma. According to the doctors, I had flatlined multiple times and they had to shock me back plenty of times before I became what I am. I still get reminders, but that is a topic for another time.â
It was silent after that. Jack moved almost robotically as he came over, pushing up a sleeve and checking for his pulse. It was too feint to detect from there. He went for his neck next, looking up to Vlad in case he wished for him to give him space. Vlad didnât fight back, so Jack started focusing on the pulse rate and translating it.
20 beats per minute.
It used to be a low average of 60-70 bpm. It had slowed over the years. He didnât want to think what would happen when it finally stopped for good. It was already hard enough to remember he had to give a little thought of keeping some semblance of being alive when he was still so tempted to utter a wish.
Maddie came up next to him, lightly pushing him so heâd move enough to let her continue the silent physical exam. Once he did, she started checking his breathing. Then his reflex speed of his eyes in response to light. Then his joint reflexes.
They did all sorts of harmless tests, Maddie writing them down. After finishing the doctor check-up basics, they gave him some room. It made him both relieved and even more scared.
âWould a concussion show as a normal reaction speed?â Maddie asked.
Vlad blinked.
âAh⊠No. While itâs much faster now, pupil dilation while concussed is the same as a normal person. Also, bleeding is less in volume, but I can self-heal.â
Maddie nodded and wrote it down.
âDo⊠Do ghosts have doctors? What if you get sick? We donât know enough to help you if you do.â Maddie mentioned.
âWhat⊠What are you saying?â Please, please be what Iâm thinking.
Jack placed a hand on his shoulder, smiling brightly.
âI think we have some time to make up! Iâll make some fudge!â
Maddie grabbed his shoulder before he could rush to the kitchen.
âI may be a little⊠on edge about this whole thing, but with time, I think we can be something. The 3 of us.â
Vladâs eyes widened and teared up, his core practically squealing in delight. He felt as though his body was lighter. It felt easier to breathe, to make his heart beat, to- to exist.
All he needed to do was give it time. He hoped theyâd be as accepting with Daniel as they were with him. And Danielle⊠Theyâd accept her too, wonât they? He hoped theyâd forgive him about that. It wasnât his⊠best moment.
He didnât realize he started crying until he was pulled into a tight embrace by Jack, who had moved him onto his lap to comfort him. Maddie left them to it, deciding her next step.
She had traps to get rid of and weapons to recalibrate.
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A/n: Yes, Danny did faint. Why was that? Well, I'm not telling. comment what you think though. Hope you enjoyed.
Also, the next chapter or whatever, it's a dc x dp thing. I'll comment when the next chapter is up and add 2 links, a masterlist and part 2.
