#paease

[suegodvester]

I wish to play lemgend of zlemfa paease

[galacticdemigod]

hello yes please just ignore this cause i need to vent a tad

i had a pretty good day cause i was actually sort of productive and i felt ,if not happy, at least not bad. and i went to see Fantastic Beasts which was great and i pretty much always feel happy after going to the movie theater but then right as we left and were in the car my mom had to call and she had to pester my dad about my school work and i jus...... im just tired, i love her and shes my mom and i know that she does so much for me but almost every single serious breakdown ive had that i can remember (and that has a noticable cause) is from her pushing me and arguing me and i just want to be happy with my life but i can;t do that when im constantly being pulled between two parents. i don’t know how to act i dont know what to do i dont know anything and i just want to be happy for long enough to actually feel like im living i dont want my life to be like this and she acts all high and mighty like i OWE her something but if she cant raise a child that she thinks is polite enough or works hard enough or whatever then she doesnt ave a right to complain about my fucking behaivour    i just want tobehappy wiht my life without someone or something shoving there way in to ruin my mood and i want to stop feeling apologetik over eveything buti dont know how