#pafl confessions

[new-pafl-confessions]

tbh i have very complicated feelings about proship/antiship discourse. i often go from "as long as people distinguish fiction from reality clearly and tag their content properly it's all ok" to "WE NEED TO KILL ALL LOLICONS" and back.

how does it relate to pafl? sometimes i catch myself thinking about sanya x sergei (aka kazarincest) and even liking it. not in a fetish way. maybe it's because i'm a sergei fan who relates to sanya, maybe it's because i have this complicated longing for an older male figure in my life, maybe i just like sergei angst. idk.

so i feel very weird because i technically ship incest but im too anti for proshippers and too proship for antishippers. im in a strange sort of fandom limbo

It’s okay anon I also have a thing for older men. I won’t comment on this issue too much but I would advice to just do your thing lol it’s the internet anon no one irl will ask “yo are you proship or antiship” 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

temnova bad asf

I fucking love all pafl women 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

(second add-on to ESP thing, sorry)

The 'stalker-ESP=foot-fetish' idea would also be really interesting with Yura/Sanya stuff. Bc Yura grew up with ESP and Sanya was raised by stalkers who have ESP, so the side-effects like that would be more natural to them and maybe they could have some sort of solidarity or connection about that? I'm not really into Yura/Sanya, but if you are maybe this is something to you?

Again sorry about repeat posting, I promise this is the last one

IM NOT INTO FEET ANON THIS ISNT APPEALING TO ME 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

(add-on to ESP foot submission)

Imagine if Olya was like doing foot stuff with one of Sergei's cop friends while he watched or smth like that? She'd have to pretend not to like feet (bc the cop would know what that means) but her liking feet at all is already her pretending. So she's like pretending to pretend. Thatd be really cool to make a fic about imo

Why are you thinking this so deep please stop 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

I feel like that 'ESP foot-fetish' confession you got a while back could be used really interestingly

Like you have a base layer of Olya faking enjoyment with Sergei and not being able to get pleasured properly, but theres the extra thing about how her foot-indifference is really the norm in the wider world and it only becomes abnormal in their little stalker circle. Thats really interesting and I don't see how else that would be explored

Maybe someone should write a fic about this or smth

Im so close to closing this block I swear 🐢

anon we don’t wanna hear about your foot fetish fanfic idea 🐇

[new-pafl-confessions]

some insane sanya x anya doomed yuri was brewing in my little head back in 2021. so much anya angst. imagine your jackass brother bringing home a girl, she impressess you so much you get a crush on her, you become friends, turns out she's in love with that loser brother of yours and you can't really do anything about it

for some reason i still have a mental image of anya buying a bouquet of flowers for sanya and then throwing it in the trash and stomping on it accociated with this ship

Fuckkkk I fuck with this SOOOO much dude can someone write a fanfic based on this please 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

sorry if my sanya x anya take got duplicated, my connection is shit so im not sure if that take got sent or not 🙏 (dont answer this take)

Im answering to spite you, Anon. Also, yes it did 🐢

[new-pafl-confessions]

atp the vagueposting is kind of getting annoying. start naming names and not using anon when u vaguepost people. i know people wont because people'd rather fight behind gates (anon) than actually put their money where their mouth is. but in turn i am vagueposting so perhaps this is a multi-faceted issue and i am a part of the problem...

Yeah anon. Sent this without anon now. 🐢