#painsnpapers

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Pace to the right, it is frightening to hear anything louder than the usual loud I known. Polluted my thoughts, a storm embraced me at night. Close your eyes and it replays, calm your thoughts and it dances like a devil while stealing your sanity. You're scaring the shit in me. Don't chase me! I don't want you haunt me in the back of my head! Let me breathe! Don't come near me! Never be here! Please stop! Please stop. Don't come close! Don't seek for me! I don't want to befriend trauma.

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I realized I was too human to live. I thought I was different but, turns out I am just an ordinary. Too much walking alone makes you feel like you're too unique, that only happens because there's no one to catch and compare your papers with.

I was wondering when will be the time to have someone to walk with? Compare the papers I have and maybe we'll matched.

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"What was your valid reason?"

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"You don't know how it hurts to be forgotten instantly because you were not being forgotten; you're the one who forgets."

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You badly missed the person but you can't talk to her because you'd just wasted her for so many times... And now you felt her pain, that she once endured for you, it cuts to need someone back when the person you are missing never turns her head back to you.

It's too late to realize that you love her too when you finally lost her and you cannot afford to bring her back.😢

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You pushed people away just to miss them back and again...

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I have this thoughts in my head about pains of "the one that got away". One was about, getting out of love with someone; the other one was watching somebody you used to love getting married with someone.

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