Day 77 of 90 Competition day One wrong move. That's all it takes to distinguish between the winner and the loser. That's all it took for me today. One and done as they say. I can make excuses about the guy being 100lbs bigger than me or take solace that he made it to the finals. Either way a lose is a lose and it sucks. I dont train #jiujitsu just for competitions, for me it's a way of life. I train the body and mind to find balance in life. I use competitions as the greatest training tool to push myself mentally and physically. Today there were a lot of ups an downs. Nervousness, anxiety, fear, excitement, accomplishment, self-pity and everything in between. Part of me hates competing and wants to quit everytime. Another part loves it and keeps throwing me in when the next competition comes around. I basically find motivation to improve my training by torturing myself. Today, as always, I learnt a lot and have a lot to work on. There are many positives to take away that I will see more clearly as next week unfolds. For now let's just rest and breathe and find the balance. @luke_free_roll #90in90 #challengeaccepted #pandaodyssey #bjj #jiujitsu #bjjlife #jiujitsulife #bjjlifestyle #jiujitsulifestyle #bjj4life #jiujitsu4life #brazilianjiujitsu #martialarts #wrestling #judo #fiercestudio @fiercestudio #supernaturalsurvivalgear @supernaturalsurvivalgear #wrestlingsinglet #bambambigelow #bambam #bambamsinglet https://www.instagram.com/p/B4r94JxJIKJ/?igshid=1ibsfmfl23oyz
