#panicacidide

[babyzuko]

Changed my url and brightened up my avatar a little, hope I don’t confuse people too much!

[patrocluscalum]

panicacidide said: Giiiiiirl how do you have all these great outfits?

don't worry the outfit quality will decrease as the month goes on and I've used all my good clothes haha

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Multiples of 10 bebe

ok here goes

10. What shoe size are you?  size 7 baby (uk size obvs)

20. Are you religious? Well sort of, yes. I go to church and that

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 2 at uni, but at home its 3

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Doubt it

50. Left or right handed? right

60. Do you talk to yourself? well i tell myself off a lot. In third person.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? I have not, but I would love to! Not sure if I have the guts though, it seems quite scary

80. How many piercings do you have? None. I used to have my ears pierced when i was like 14/15 but they've completely healed now

90. What makes you angry? Not all that much actually, I mean, its really hard to list specifics?

100. Color of your room? its this awful cream colour cos i'm at uni, and my door is an even more awful green-blue.

[godknowsqueen]

panicacidide replied to your post: “i’m always conflicted over the idea that no one will ever fall in love...”:

yes but maybe there's someone out there feeling the exact same and one day you might love them and they might love you too :) and if not, like you said, you deserve better.

you're right! i just need to get more comfortable in my body i guess. i'm finding it hard these days for some reason, but i'll hopefully get over it soon. thank you for the reply! :'D

[sweatitoutshutyourmouth]

I was tagged by somanyfeelingssolittletime

RULES: 
1) Answer the following 92 questions.
 2) Tag other 5 followers of yours, lovely people.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
 1) last beverage: Water 2) last phone call: My landlord 3) last text message: My friend telling me she wasn't coming into uni today 4) last song you listened to: Thriller by Fall Out Boy 5) last time you cried: When my cat died a few weeks ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
 6) dated someone twice: no
 7) been cheated on: no 8) kissed someone and regretted it: no 
9) lost someone special: Yes
 10) been depressed: I think i may be depressed right now 11) been drunk and threw up: yes, but only a couple of times

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 
12) Blue 13) Green
 14) Dark red

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:
 15) made a new friend: Yup 16) fallen in love: nope 17) laughed until you cried: yeah
 18) met someone who changed you: I'm not too sure about that 19) found out who your true friends are: I think I’ve always known that 20) found out someone was talking about you: nope 21) kissed anyone in your FB friends list: no

GENERAL:
 22) how many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: All of them 23) do you have any pets: I have two cats at home, i used to have three, but one died a few weeks ago 24) do you want to change your name: I love my name 25) what did you do on your last birthday: Went out for a meal and cocktails with my mum and sister :) 26) what time did you wake up today: 8:20 27) what were you doing at midnight last night: Watching Once Upon A Time on Netflix (season 1 - when it was good) 28) name something you CANNOT wait for: finishing uni 29) last time you saw your mother: Saturday early afternoon 30) what is one thing you would want to change in your life?: Make myself happier and more motivate to do uni work 31) what are you listening to right now: nothing, just got in 
32) have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: well yeah that's a pretty popular name 33) who is getting on your nerves right now: me 34) most visited webpage: tumblr
 35) blood type: i have no idea
 36) nickname: Evie, Weaver 37) relationship status: single  
38) zodiac sign: Aquarius 39) pronouns: She/Her/Hers
 40) Elementary: soz no 41) high school:nope 42) college: University Of Manchester 43) hair color: dark brown 44) long or short: a bit past my shoulders 45) height: 5'9 46) do you have a crush on someone: nope 47) what do you like about yourself: i'm witty and very good a maths 48) tattoos: nah i'll pass 49) righty or lefty: Righty 
50) first surgery: skin grafts when i was 8 months (had a fight with some very very hot water) 51) first piercing: ears 52) First best friend: Liam Belch. Haha we were inseparable then we went to junior school and drifted 53) First sport you joined: netball 
54) First vacation: Cornwall 55) First pair of trainers: who the hell knows that

RIGHT NOW:
 56) eating: nothing 57) drinking: i have some green tea but it is too hot yet :( 58) I’m about to: i really should do some uni work but i'll probably nap 59) listening to: a lovely ambulance siren. aaahhh 60) waiting for: nothing to wait for 
61) want kids: yes, maybe 
62) get married: not sure, maybe 63) career: hahahahahahahaha beats me

WHICH IS BETTER:
 64) lips or eyes: Eyes
 fucking any day of the week 65) hugs or kisses: hugs 
66) shorter or taller: who cares 67) older or younger: see above 68) romantic or spontaneous: are these mutually exclusive? 
69) nice stomach or nice arms: why is this a choice 
70) sensitive or loud: huh? 
71) hook-up or relationship: relationship 72) trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant maybe

HAVE YOU EVER:
 73) kissed a stranger: nope 74) drank hard liquor: yes 75) lost glasses/contacts: yes 76) sex on first date: no thanks 
77) broke someone’s heart: not as far as i know 78) had your heart broken: not by love 79) been arrested: hell to the no 80) turned someone down: yes 81) cried when someone died: yes very much 82) Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
 83) yourself: i'm trying to, really 84) miracles: it's nice to think so 85) love at first sight: nope 86) heaven: again, i'd like to think so 87) Santa Claus: no 88) kiss on the first date: who cares 89) angels: nah 90) someone changing your life in one meet-up: hell yes. Some people are just incredibly special 91) hell: no 92) God: i'm still mulling that one over

[sweatitoutshutyourmouth]

panicacidide replied to your photo “We are adorable”

I look so dumb

no you look cute