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[mayapapayaas]

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oh no Maya I hope you’re doing okay. Stay safe 💜

Thank you anon 🤍🤍 he had moved far away from me before we broke up and I made sure to completely cut ties with him so hopefully that freak doesn’t come back!

[mayapapayaas]

if he was your bf what kind of gift would you get him for his birthday?

Ooo i like this question, i would absolutely get him something nature/hiking related since that man is always out somewhere 😭 maybee an arcteryx jacket or some good hiking boots !!

[mayapapayaas]

babe where are youuuu come back 😔

I’m so sorry I keep popping in and out I’m really trying my best to stay active! I’ve just been dealing with so much but I’ll never completely abandon you all! Xx

[mayapapayaas]

Ur pfp is so wholesome omg?! It reminds me to keep fighting for him bc no way they want to give HIM lwop?? Not small gigi and def not big gigi

Aww!! Anon that’s literally the exact way I felt too when I first saw this pic 🥹

[mayapapayaas]

I’m so sorry to hear you haven’t been doing well angel 🫂 be gentle with yourself and no pressure to post anything. We’ll be here 💗

Omg this is the sweetest ask I’ve gotten in a while, thank you so much anon 🥺 I am sosos grateful to be apart of a community with you and many other supportive people !! X

[mayapapayaas]

Your dad is at the hospital and Lu's his doctor. Lu not only helps your dad recover, but he also helps you deal emotionally and mentally with the situation. He's such a sweetheart who cares so much about you that his colleagues tease him, "hey Mangione, I checked your father-in-law's blood pressure. He's stable don't worry ;)", "hey hey be careful, you're going to draw the blood of Dr Mangione's father in law", they always talk to you smirking or with a quiet teasing smile, you cannot figure out why they're this nice to you.

This goes on for three months (ignore money, let's assume you aren't in the US).

At the end, one day, while sitting beside your dad taking care of him, you read a particularly sad book. That night, you take a stroll around the hospital, including in the hospital garden.

Luigi pranks you "bhow" and you almost die on the spot. You're so scared, he gets scared. He carries you to a nearby abandoned hospital room and locks the door. He tries to give you water and repeatedly reassure you that it's just him.

You hold onto him very tightly and he caresses your back, soothing you. After a while, you look up at him, he apologises again. You say, "its-its just you no? Just you? He coos, "yes baby yes, it's just me" and he kisses your forehead.

"baby?" You ask innocently. He flubs, "um-i mean-youre so innocent and um" he is silent for a minute. Then, "fuck it, y/n, I really really like you. I've loved our conversations that range from philosophy to religion to language to politics. Heck I love you"

You're staring mouth agape. He then comes close to your mouth and looks, his eyebrows ask for permission, you close your eyes. He softly and passionately kisses you. And then, he says, "you have no idea how much I've wanted to do this".

And then one thing leads to another. You're beneath him, on the hospital bed. It's dark except for the moon through the high window. The trees rustle. Your bushes brush. And he takes your virginity. So slowly but then oh so rough. You hold onto him for dear life. And then scream, "I'm not on birth control, you didn't have a condom". He smirks, "well, I can deliver our baby".

😛😛😛

“Well I can deliver our baby” OOH GIRL I LOVE THIS! Ugh I haven’t even thought of a Dr Lu AU😩 you need to write a full on fic about this I WILL READ IT

[mayapapayaas]

8 - 14 - 31 :3

Hii trig!!

8: The one accruing dream I’ve been having since I was like 10 is where I’m in a car, and it just suddenly starts driving. And it’s not even like the car is in neutral — it knows how to turn and shit 😭 I tried taking control once and I crashed, and than another time I tried asking it like how I would to a taxi driver and tried to get it to take me to chipotle — didn’t work 🫩.

14: ooh, cave diving was always such a wild concept to me, and scary, but I’ve always just wanted to go down and see what’s there. It’s a very risky thing to do but maybe one day!

31: Hmm — see the thing is I’ll have my room all messed up and shit, then I clean up and reorganize everything, I promise myself to keep it organized, and than it’s all messed up again 😭

[mayapapayaas]

maya papaya im sad, he should be roaming the world right now 😞😞😞😞😞

Don’t be sad anon! But you’re so right he deserves to be hiking some big as mountain or relaxing at the beach with a la croix in his hand 🥺