Floating Away || Self-Para
Warning for drug-use
Sebastian couldn’t remember how they got from the car to the apartment door. It was all a blur – everything was shining and twisting, spinning before his eyes. He could feel his fingertips but not his feet, and he was just so fucking happy. Everything felt good, if… far away. It was like he was floating a little way apart from his body, watching himself trip over and Nathan basically carry him to the door.
“Here we are,” laughed Nathan, not bothering to hide his pleasure at Sebastian’s nearly incoherent state. He had an arm around Sebastian’s ribs and didn’t resist when Sebastian turned to kiss him. They stumbled a little into the door, because Sebastian couldn’t control his weight and was seeking out Nathan’s lips impatiently.
“How can you still be up for it?” said Nathan against Sebastian’s mouth, hands sliding down to grab his ass and pull him forward by it. Sebastian stopped kissing him to take a sharp breath, because even through his drugged out haze he was sore as fuck from the activities of the afternoon.
“I’m always up for it,” he said, his words only slightly slurred. Sebastian dropped his face into Nathan’s neck, his head spinning, trying to focus in on the warm and solid presence of Nathan’s body. He sucked a mark on Nathan’s neck as their hips rolled together, until Nathan grabbed a fistful of his sweaty hair to pull him away. Sebastian had left a deep red mark right next to Nathan’s throat.
Nathan’s grip on his hair would have been painful, if Sebastian was currently capable of feeling it. Instead, he was rutting and groping at Nathan, blissed out, not even considering the fact that they were still out in the hallways and anyone could walk past. Not thinking about Hunter or anything other than kissing and floating and laughing.
They kept making out for a while, Sebastian pressing Nathan against the door, their hands roaming eagerly. Nathan eventually reached down and tugged a small packet of white out of the front pocket of his jeans, waving it in front of Sebastian’s blown out eyes. “Want some more?” he teased, “Let’s get inside, baby.”
Nathan opened the door, keeping Sebastian upright with one wrm while he turned the key with the other. He hadn’t indulged as much as Sebastian, but he was pleasantly buzzed and horny. As the door swung open to reveal the dark apartment, Nathan paused to grab Sebastian’s jaw and turn his face towards him.
“Hey babe, what’s your name? Can you remember?” but Sebastian didn’t reply, to busy laughing, his face flushed and his eyes absent. Nathan kissed him forcefully and then pushed Sebastian inside, congratulating himself on a job well done.