CAra wasn’t sure what she was thinking, but the truth was she was prepping for a getaway with her TA, it was crazy and reckless and she loved it, ever since they were together she couldn’t stop thinking about him and going to the classes where he was there it wasn’t making any easier, it was crazy, she wanted to be next to him, touch him, be near him and her friends had noticed something different about her but she never dropped any hints about who the person was...yet.
Getting a bag with just essentials for the few days she was going to be with him, Cara grabbed the backpack and closed the door of her dorm room and went to the place she was supposed to meat him, his office, no one would even suspect.
Knocking on the door as she got there, she opened it, “ Can i come in?” she wondered, a little sass on her voice, a little excitement as she came inside.
Steven walked into Professor Wilson's classroom earlier than usual. He had to make it up to him— the fact he had indeed spent a day out with that cute Gryffindor he met recently. Though Steven had enjoyed his time with the male at Hogsmeade he couldn't help but feel guilty. He left the Professor all by himself, not even returning a note or letter telling him anything. The guilt he felt only grew worse when he didn't have a chance to see the Professor afterwards. At least not until now, his free period. "Professor?" Steven called out when he didn't see the man at his desk. The brunette sighed, sitting on top of the desk and distracting himself with whatever was on it. He fixed up papers, spun the inkwell around, ran a finger through the feathers of a quill.
Steven continued the mindless actions until he heard a door open. He turned, catching the Professor coming in. The brunette smiled widely, waving at the man as he called out a greeting. "Good afternoon, Professor Wilson! I hope you don't mind I came early. I wanted to make up for loss time." Steven pressed the palm of one hand on the desk, slightly leaning against it. His smile was genuine and he was... glad to see the older male again. That one day certainly felt a bit longer without Professor Wilson in it.
Comments→ Finn is surprised by a nervous Eva, in nearly nothing, after a day of working at the shop.
Finn was happy when he got off work, it was a hot day and busy as hell. Soon enough he would be leaving for basic, he was excited but at the same time sad to go. On the drive home he decided he was going to text Eva after a shower to see what she was up to and if her parents would let her hang out. The time he's spent with her lately have been great, he couldn't believe that they stopped hanging out so much in the past. She was sweet and funny and he genuinely has a lot of fun with her. He just had to get used to how her parents were which was pretty easy since he was already kind of aware of how they could be. When he got home he pulled the SUV in the driveway and climbed out, locking the car as he moved up to the front door. Moving inside he kicked his boots off and left them by the door, hanging his car keys up before heading up the stairs. As he went he unzipped his coveralls and let the top part of it fall to hang at his hips, his tank top still on. Though when he entered his room he wasn't expecting the sight in front of him, freezing completely in the doorway, his eyes wide as he stared at Eva on his bed in well...damn near nothing. Blinking rapidly, he looked around to make sure he was in the right house then pinched himself to make sure he hadn't been dreaming. His mouth was extremely dry as he tried to talk, clearing his throat and licking over his lips. "Uh..what..what's going on?" His voice a little higher than usual.
Eva felt her cheeks go a little hot as he looked her over. And she couldn't help the smile that appeared on her lips as he spoke, His usually deep voice coming out a little higher then usual. Letting out the breath she had been holding she slipped out of her place on his bed. She saturated over to him stop in front of him. Licking over her lips as she reached out to brush her fingers against his stomach her fingers curling in to the fabric of his tank top a bit as she watched her fingers for a moment. "I..." she started lightly. She may have had the confidence to sit practically naked on his been in wait for him. But now that he was actually here. She could feel a little of it fading, but that was unacceptable. She had set her mind on doing this and she wasn't going to let her slightly shy nature ruin in. So she decided that she wouldn't use words to answer him. No if she relied on that she would sound get tongue tied and he might confuse that for a unsurness that wasn't there. So leaning up on her toes, Eva wrapped on of her hands around the back of his neck. Pulling him down to meet her lips as she kissed him firmly. Her other hand gripped tightly at the front of his tank top as she pressed her self in to him. He smelt like the garage, motor oil and metal. But she kind of liked it. Mix with the usual warm Finn smell she had come to like so much, it was kind of intoxicating. Her lips moved over his with a little more confidence.
Finn felt his body go a bit hot as she started to move towards him, his heart actually racing but why he wasn't sure. Well he knew it had to be because there's a hot half naked girl in his room but still. It's racing like it was back when Santana took his virginity. His stomach flexed when he felt her fingers brush against the front of his tank, watching her while being a bit speechless. He licked over his dry lips as he waited for her to say something but it never came. Instead, her lips were against his and all coherent thoughts were out the window especially when she pressed herself into him. An arm wrapped around her when he finally reacted about thirty seconds later, kissing her back. They made out a few times back when they dated so it wasn't like it was something new to experience, she's still a damn good kisser.
Eva was beyond happy when she felt him react to her. She hadn't expected him to protest.. because really he was a teenage boy. But if it did happen she was pretty sure she would have never been able to face him again. Pushing the thought out of her head she pressed herself in to him more as she brushed her tongue against his. She had kissed Finn before when they were dating. So this wasn't at all new. But the intention of it all was. Feeling her confidence come back she tugged a bit at his shirt as she started to moved backwards towards the bed. Leading him along with her as she went. She could feel the slight twinge in her lungs as they alerted her to the fact that she would need to breath soon. She ignored it a she felt the bed hit the back of her legs. She pulled him down with her as she went tumbling backwards. Her lips still attached to his.
Finn let out a soft groan into her mouth as she pressed against him again, his tongue moving against hers gently. Feeling her tug at his shirt he started to slowly move with her, his hands lightly resting at her sides as he moved. When she hit the bed and pulled him down with her he adjusted himself over her but he managed to keep his lips against hers as they kissed. Shifting, his fingers lightly brushed up and down against her sides only for him to finally break the kiss when his lungs started to burn. His eyes met hers momentarily, something in his mind clicking, making him realize that she really wanted this. Of course the part of his mind that wanted to pull back from all of it was very small, and being drowned out by the whole guy bit of his mind that's telling him to go for it. So he decides to just not think, his lips brushing along her jawline as he kicked his coveralls the rest of the way off so that now he was left in his tank and jeans.
Eva sucked in the much needed air as his lips moved against her jawline. Her heart raced in her chest as her hands smoothed over his shoulders. Gripping a but at his upper arms as she pressed up in to him. The roughness of his hands as the moved along her skin set chills down her spine. Sliding her hands down between them she curled her fingers around the hem of his tank top before tugging it up and off is body. her hands immediately moved over the newly exposed flesh. Relishing in the feeling of his warm skin under her finger tips. Eva's mind was devoid of any conscious thought that didn't involve what they were doing in the moment. All her timidness left her as she ran her hands down his chest. Her nails lightly biting in to the skin as they landed at the waist of his jeans. Shifting she caught his lips with hers again as her fingers worked at the button and zipper of his pants. Once she felt the material go loose she pushed them down as far as she could with out his help.
Finn trailed his lips up to her ear, lightly nibbling against her earlobe as her hands moved over his body, his muscles flexing under every touch. As she tugged his tank top up he shifted to help her remove it before his lips trailed downwards against her neck, nibbling gently here and there before sucking against her pulse point, being sure not to leave a mark even though he kind of wanted to. His lips moved back against hers as she captured them with hers, kicking his jeans the rest of the way down and off the bed. His hands slid down her sides slowly, adjusting her legs so he could comfortably lay between them. His fingers lightly brushing along the back of her thighs as he slowly let go of them.
Eva was pretty sure that his lips against her skin was kind of heavenly. But then again it was the first time she was like this with anyone she was pretty sure she was just a little over whelmed. Even if she was sure that it was because it was Finn. Her legs wrapped around his loser half as he settled between them more comfortably. Her hands replacing themselves on his shoulders. She could feel the dull ache starting at her core, on their own her hips moved up in to his. Seeking out the friction they craves as they rolled against his. Her body felt like it was ten degrees hotter, and it only go worst the closer her hands pulled him in to her as her lips assaulted his. A soft moan of delight sounded as her hips moved against his again, sending a ripple of pleasure through her.
Finn feeling her hips move up into his caused another groan though it was muffled between their lips. A hand moved to her hip, gripping it firmly as his hips started to move back into hers. His body definitely felt like it was on fire the more they progressed, his hips grinding a little harder into hers when she moved her hips up against his again. His fingers moved up her back to her bra, finding the clasp quickly and undoing it. Once he slid the straps from her shoulders he tossed it across the room, his hands gently sliding up her sides, letting his thumbs brushing over the sides of her breasts to test out her reaction.
Eva shifted her body as he removed her bra, pulling her arms from the straps before it was tossed aside. Her muscles flexed under his touch as his hand moved up her side. She felt his thumb brush against the side of her breast. Her breath caught a little in her chest as the sensation made her skin tingle. Her hands moved down his arm until it rested above his. Urging him to touch her more as her teeth grazed over his lower lip. The ache between her legs became worst as she felt his arousal push in to her. Breaking the kiss she took in ragged breaths as she licked over her swollen lips.
Finn slowly moved his hands over her breasts as he urged him on, gently squeezing them, his thumbs barely brushing over her nipples. As she broke the kiss his lips trailed down the column of her throat nipping at her flesh as he went. Every now and then his tongue would smooth over an area he nipped at before his lips finally moved towards her chest. His tongue swept over her skin between the valley of her breasts, tilting his head he captured one of her nipples in his mouth and gently sucked on it before circling his tongue around it. He was beginning to ache with how aroused he was, needing to feel some kind of release. As he switched to give her other breast the same attention his free hand shifted down, gently pushing her panties down a little.
Eva gasped a bit as his mouth closed around her nipple. Her body arched up in to his touch as her lavished her chest with attention. a few breathy moans slipped past her lips as she caught her lower lip between her teeth. Her fingers ran through his hair a bit, tugging gently at a particularly good feeling. Her hips lifted a bit as he pushed at her panties. Eva moved her own hands down to push them farther down. She was quickly becoming frustrated with the damn things. The more needy she became the more impatient she seemed to get. "Finn.." she whined wanting the thin material gone completely.
Finn pushed them down more after she did, pulling away from her to sit up on his knees slightly, pulling them down and off her legs. His eyes looked over her briefly. He never thought he'd see her like this. Leaning back over her he captured her lips in a searing kiss, pushing his boxers down a bit.
Eva wrapped her legs around him as he recaptured her lips. A light noise of delight slipped in to their kiss as her hand gripped at his shoulder. The realization that this was actually going to happen set in. And she could feel a slight bubble of nerves in her stomach. But it was more of the unknown that made her nervous not the actually at its self. Leaning up a bit she nipped along his jaw before nipping a bit at his shoulder. Her fingers spread across the span of his shoulder as she kissed him again.
Finn tilted his head slightly when she started to nip along his jaw, the muscles in his shoulders tensing slightly under her touch before relaxing. Her touch was so light it kind of tickled him a little. He kissed her back for a moment before pulling away, reaching into his bedside table for the condoms he still had in there. He wasn't sure if she thought to brought any since well, she probably planned up until he came into the room. At this point he was actually nervous, he knew this was her first time, it had to be. For a moment he wondered if she'd change her mind.
Eva watched him as he pulled away from her to reach for the bedside table. Her eyes glanced at the condom package in his hand. And the reality kind of hit her. Shifting she sat up a bit as he came back to her. "Let me.." she breathed as she took it from him. Opening it she waited until his boxers were off before she tore the wrapping open, discarding as she looked up at him. Biting her lip she gently took his length in to her hand as she looked away from his face. Slowly she moved her hands up and down before rolling the latex down over him.
Finn nodded as she spoke, letting her take the condom from him before pushing his boxers the rest of the way off. His eyes met hers briefly as she looked up at him, his eyes closing slightly when he felt her hand against his length, groaning slightly as her hand moved up and down. When it was on he made sure to smooth it out so there were no air bubbles before shifting again, leaning her back down as he moved his lower half back between her legs. "You ready?" He whispered as his eyes met hers.
Eva shifted as he took his place between her legs again. A soft smile appeared on her lips as he spoke. "Mmhmm, I'm ready.." she breathed out. Holding on to his shoulders as she braced herself for it. She had plenty of knowledge that it wasn't going to be the best feeling in the world. But she really wasn't too sure what exactly she should be preparing for. She tried to keep her breath steady as he pushed in to her slowly. Her eyes squeezing shut and a slight whimper sounded as a ripple of pain spread through her. Her grip on his shoulders tightening a bit.
Finn smiled, pressing his lips to hers for a moment as he slowly slid into her. He groaned from how tight it felt but it of course felt amazing to him. He paused when he heard her whimper, pressing light kisses to her lips. "You okay?" He shifted his upper body, holding himself up on his arms. "I can stop if it hurts too much." The last thing he wanted to do was hurt her too much, so he waited until she would give the okay before he'd continue.
Eva opened her eyes when he stopped. "I'm fine," leaning up she pressed her lips to his lightly. "You don't have to stop," her added against his lips as she wrapped her legs around him. Urging her to start moving again. It was still unpleasant. But she knew that once this part was over she would be fine. There as no need to stop. She kept her lips against his as a distraction as she shifted abit under him.
Finn smiled against her lips, nodding. He slowly pulled himself out then back in, repeating his movements while trying to stay as gentle as he could be with her. His lips pressing more firmly against hers as he picked up the pace of his thrusting slightly.
Eva felt the pain slowly dissipate as he moved. Soon it was almost all gone, except for momentary twinges but those were quickly covered up by the new feeling of pleasure that washed over her. Her hands moved along his back as they rocked together; pulling him closer to her body. If that was even possible. Light breathy moans echoed in her chest as her head lulled back. Eva's eyes stayed closed as she concentrated on the tightness that had started to form in her stomach.
Finn shifted his arms around her as she pulled him closer to her. With her moving with him they soon fell into a rhythm together, pushing himself deeper at one point. As her head lulled back his lips moved over her neck, continuing to move his hips with hers while groaning softly against her neck.
Eva lost herself in the feeling of their movements, the feelings of his lips against her neck. Everything just kind of overloaded her system as she clung to him. Her resolve slowly fading away as her breath became more ragged and her heart crashed in to her chest. She was pretty sure she was to the point of forgetting her own name as the thought in her mind just dissolves in to nothingness. The coil in her core, wound its self tighter and tighter as the moment when on. She could feel her inner walls quiver as she tightened her grip on his upper arms. Breathy sounds of encouragment slipped from her lips as she chased down the release her body begged for.
Finn groaned out when he felt her tighten around him, feeling himself getting closer and closer to the edge. Tilting his head up, his lips crashed into hers, his hips moving faster against hers to try to speed up both of their releases. Finally, after a few more deep thrusts he came, groaning out a little louder than he had intended. His lips lightly moved against hers as he moved his hips slowly with hers as they rode out their high.
Eva felt the rubber band in her stomach snap as her orgasm hit her. Her hands gripped at his shoulders as he helped her right out the feeling. His name slipped out of her lips with a whimper as she trembled beneath him. Eva's breath came out in ragged pants as they stilled. Her whole body buzzing as placed lazy kisses against his lips and face. And any other surface she could reach in her bliss drunken state.
Finn 's movements stilled, his body completely resting over hers though keeping some weight on his arms. After a few moments he pulled back from her lips. "Feeling okay?" He asked in a whisper, brushing the hair from her face so he could see her eyes a bit better.
Eva slowly smiled a he questioned her. "I feel...." she paused trying to think of the right word. "Tingly.. yeah.. I feel tingly," she breathed out with a light giggle as her hands ran along his back. She looked up at him warmly as her hands settled on his sides.
Finn chuckled softly at her answer. "Well I'm going to assume that's good." He smiled at her, pressing a light kiss to her lips. "So when did you decide you were ready to have sex?" he asked softly with a curious expression, his fingers lightly brushing against her cheek. He was rather curious since she seemed to have a thought out plan when he came home to find her half naked in his bed.
Eva tilted her head as she bit her lip thinking a bit. "Two weeks ago..." she answered lightly with a little nod. "Well I mean I decided a long time ago that I wasn't going to wait til marriage to have sex.. but I decided two weeks ago that I wanted to with you," she added a bit more shyly. A light blush taking over her features as her drew circles against the skin of his sides.
Finn raised an eyebrow slightly. "Two weeks ago?" Then she spoke some more and he smiled a bit at the light blush he noticed. "Why did you decide on me?"
Eva nodded "Yep, two weeks ago..." she repeated softly. Her fingers moved to run through his hair as she thought about her answer. "Well.. you're sweet and caring. I have liked you for like ever.. I mean I wouldn't have attempted to date you if I didn't like you back then.. and being around you now just makes me realize I still have a little of that.. but most of all I trust you.. I knew you wouldn't hurt me; that I would feel comfortable and cared about when it happen." she stated running her fingers along his neck. "It was just something I wanted to experience... and you were the perfect person to do it with.." she added with a smile.
Finn blushed slightly at her compliments, smiling when she said she liked him. His lips brushed over her forehead when she finished speaking. "I'm glad you trust me, with something like this, you know. And you're right. I definitely wouldn't hurt you or anything like that." He gave her one last soft kiss before pulling out of her and moving to lay beside her, pulling the blankets up over them. "I leave in a day." He said softly, sadness in his voice. He's to hop on a plane at four a.m tomorrow or really the day after tomorrow.
Eva smiled in to the kiss. A slight after shock washed over her as he pulled himself from her and moved to her side. Shifting Eva curled herself in to him as he spoke. She could hear the slight sad edge to his voice as he did. "I know you do.. at an ungodly hour.." she replied resting her head against his chest as her fingers lightly brushed against his chest. "But its just basic.. you'll be home in no time.." she encouraged. She was sure it was hard for him to be going so far away from home.
Finn wrapped his arms tight around her, chuckling softly. "I thought the same thing. It's insane! I'll have to go to bed early just so I can sleep enough to get up in time." His hands lightly ran up and down her back. "Yeah, then I'll be stationed at some base for who knows how long." He was definitely going to be home sick and after spending so much time with her the past few weeks he was going to miss her quite a bit.
Eva snuggled a bit closer as his arms wrapped around her. "Well hopefully it won't be to far.. I mean if you end up in Kentucky or Tennessee your only like a what eight hour drive.. might be more.." she offered shifting a bit so she could look at him. "Gives everyone a reason to take a trip," she added with a smile. Eva tried to keep her thoughts positive, cause she was going to miss him a lot. They had spent so much time together that now it was weird to think she couldn't just call him up when she wanted to do something.
Finn "I hope so. God if it's out of the country that would be horrible." He dreaded the thought of being sent out of country. "Kentucky at least a four hour. Tennessee maybe six." He smiled at her. "Everyone could carpool together." He said with a light chuckle. "Ya know, we could write to each other. At least until I'm able to use a phone and everything."
Eva felt her heart drop a little at the thought of him having to be out of country. She could wrap her head around a different state.. but country. It would just make her sad. Her face lit up at the mention of writing. "Yes, we have to do that. I wanna know about everything while you're gone.. okay maybe not everything.. but enough to know they aren't like doing weird scientific experiments on you or something," she joked a little as she gave him a bright smile.
Finn grinned at her. "I'll be sure to tell you all the stuff going on and if there's weird experiments. But if there's weird experiments you best believe I'd find a way out of there." He laughed softly, shaking his head. "Do you have to go home by curfew?"
Eva smiled giggled a bit. "Good.. I expect lots of good details," she chimed snuggling in to his chest. She shifted so she was lying on his chest when he asked about her curfew. "No.. I am actually supposed to be home alone to night. My parents are gone at some church event for the next two day," she offered resting her chin on his chest.
Finn 's lips curved upwards into one of his little half smiles. "Stay the night, then. Maybe you can even stay tomorrow and see me off." It would actually mean a lot to him if she did. He was sure his mother wouldn't mind, hell his mother is already pretty emotional over him leaving so she probably needs a crying buddy.
Eva nodded her head at his request. "I would love to.." she beamed happily. "I'll have to stop by my house some time tomorrow to grab more clothes." she added snuggling in to him. "but I am pretty content staying right her for as long as possible," shifting she placed a light kiss on his chest.
Finn grinned. "Great. And I can take you home tomorrow to get some clothes on the way to the store. Tomorrow there's just gonna be a little cookout they're doing so people can have a chance to say goodbye to me. Gotta buy buns and stuff." He chuckled, leaning in to press a kiss to the top of her head.
Eva rested her head against his chest. "Sounds like a plan.." she offered with a light smile. She lay quietly as her fingers traced the lines of his chest. After a while she stirred a little. "Do you think we should put clothes on.. I mean your parents will be home soon.. and Kurt.. I would hate for someone to catch me in a compromising state," she replied sitting up as she held the sheet against her. Looking at him from over her shoulder.
Finn 's eyes started to droop a little bit, he had been a little tired and since he was nice and warm cuddled up with someone it was the perfect way to fall asleep. When she spoke his eyes opened a little more. "I could always lock the door." he mumbled. "But if you're more comfortable dressed then we can put our clothes on."
Eva looked at the door and then back to him, a small smile appeared on her lips at how sleepy he looked. "I'll lock it.." she breathed leaning over she kissed his nose before slipping out of the bed. Crossing the room she locked the door before she came back and slid in to her place next to him. "We should get some sleep.." she offered snuggling in as she curled her self in to him. A content sigh slipping from her lips.
Finn nodded his head, turning it towards her as he watched her get up to lock it. When he slid back into bed with him he smiled, wrapping his arms around her. "Already there." he chuckled
Eva relaxed in to his body as she let her eyes flutter closed. She felt the calm take her over like it usually did when she was sleepy. Only this was a bit better seeing as she was wrapped up in Finn. Who was warm and cuddly. Eva had to say she could really get used to it. Letting out a content sigh she lifted her head long enough to give him a soft kiss. "Night," she whispered out before settling back in to the pillow, Willing the sleep to take over.
Acordo, passo bom tempo na cama pensando em nós dois, começo o dia feliz, algo em mim começa a me deixar inseguro, eu ignoro, achei que ia acordar com uma mensagem sua, pois é, só achei...
Passo o dia todo pensando, discutindo com a minha mente se eu insisto em você ou deixo você ir, não consigo me imaginar na segunda hipótese... então mais uma pergunta me vem a cabeça: Como tudo isso aconteceu?
Me lembro da sua voz, da sua conversa, de tudo que você me dizia, me da uma vontade imensa de ter você só pra mim. Escutar sua voz o dia todo, eu nunca ia me cansar disso. Eu gosto das coisas simples, um abraço, um toque, um suspiro no pescoço... Penso em nós dois juntos fazendo todas aquelas bobeiras da qual gostamos.
Acabei de chegar da escola, de tarde me bateu aquela vontade de você mas então percebi que ali, naquele momento seria impossível te ter, a tristeza bateu a porta e eu à acolhi. Eu sorria, mas minha vontade era chorar, na verdade minha vontade era de ter você mas como isso não estava ao meu alcance, tive que aguentar a dor.
Estou agora na minha cama, escutando Brown Eyes - Lady Gaga, essa musica fala sobre dar adeus à um grande amor. Eu não desisto, vou lutar até meu ultimo suspiro, vou lutar até todas as minhas forças terem se esgotadas.
