#parslyrambles

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Parsly here, prepare for 5 bajillion reblogs to add them all

Character Headcanon Generator Improved

Bunch of headcanons of Aconite using https://perchance.org/character-headcanon-generator-improved

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day 9 and 10 of ailess whumptober by @ailesswhumptober

decided to switch it up a bit

day 9 is an image, shouldn’t have much trigger other than plants and sword, mild eye warning, mild bright colours/eyestrain warning

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day 9: You asked for this

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day 10: What were you thinking? alt: blinded

- tw for day 10: tw: schizophrenia, guilt, death, self blaming, self loathing under the cut, implied death

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day 10 is more intense, because today it is words.

Everything’s so wrong with me.

I told myself to be an actress, to be fun, not give too much personal stuff out. But I did. And at first, I enjoyed it, smiled genuinely without being on a stage, remarking when I felt like it, when I existed to be me because I could feel confident that there’d be something to see on the other side, someone to guide and be guided by. But nothing lasts forever. I should’ve learned that by now, But I didn’t. I hoped. I’m so stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid just stupid for believing I could. But I clearly forgot the truth, but could’ve it ever been something else?

I swear for a minute I can hear your knock knock jokes and the prepared unspoken goofy response that was bound to come. But when I knock on wood, you don’t respond. Of course you don’t. I wish you could, but wishing isn’t getting me hope, just hell. I swear I can hear muffled footsteps for a second, a glisten of familiar eyes behind me fade into nothing

The world is emptier too. Not only by the lack of you in my routine, but the world noticed too. It’s more monotone, quiet, mourning. The antics I do don’t fill the fact the people have no one to rely on, and I’m not half the good hero to help. The world misses you…and I just hate that I miss you too.

Is it my fault you’re gone? Could’ve I saved you if I was just better and more stubborn?

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when AUs start manifesting after plot ideas yet you haven’t actually written the plot so you have to write the plot but words aren’t wording:

send post.

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Holy crap it’s been a while, so got some good news for like the nearing of the end of the new year:

I’ve mostly moved on through the aus for Aco and focused on canon Aco.

Im going to try and actually…ahem write while keeping the characters canonical as possible, and it’ll probably be an ao3 as a wip when I do, because not even I know fully what im doing start to finish. (Probs in jan, ideally)

don’t worry, there’ll be incorporation of many different characters even it’s centred around aco’s perspective (I’ll check what stuff I’ve posted and see what I probably should delete bc in hindsight it probs would lore drop way too early, so yeah. The whumptober stuff will still be there bc it was a bit of an experimentation of ideas although it probably isn’t canon anyway.

so uh, if you see some stuff being removed it’s bc im doing a hideout renovation

also might make a straw page of the aus but only after I actually write canon

See ya around my like 3 to 5 fans here

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aw man I need to make a reference sheet for aconite…../silly

I’ll get that out soon

also am plotting eheh

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Silly reminder that I’m doing Click or Treat so here’s how I’ll do it:

- use my ask box if you want a public sweet to the world ( it is basically empty I will see)

-use dms if you want to do it but don’t wanna broadcast that live

generallly anyone allowed!

The candy/sweet bowl will consistent of the following:

- Lore based treats about Aconite but also just treat inside.

- you as a candy (anons included)

- more that is currently undecided

The tricks will be:

Cursed images of Aco (and others)

Clown nosing you :333

Pie to faced :)

This isn’t limited to this, but you.l have to find out yourself…

How it works:

For each trick or treat will be based on a wheel spin of a 50/50 chance.

I will then give out that trick or treat based on that.

I’m not expecting a huge influx of people atm so I’ll probably be able to get everything done within reasonable time

I do have to make some of the tricks and treats in advance though. That might take a while.

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ah crap

wh improver isnt off the table, I need speedrun so much though, tomorrow I’ll post 14 to 17

writing so much isnt sustainable or quick for me in a day so I need to switch it up - 14 will be writing

I’ve been procrastinating too (roblox gamer/hj) so mb for that

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also for whumptober, on weekends I’ll post the 2 on Sunday

(Just because homework and I don’t wanna die soo im going to speedrun homework then draw on Sunday the two, just so its easier)