“I’ve actually... well, I’ve never really thought about it? Or have been asked, I suppose? Until now all my... interests have been with Keeper Men, yet I will not deny the fact that-- ” The girl pauses, clears her throat, and laughs a little bit, “I will not deny the fact that girls are very pretty.”
She twiddles her thumbs, awkwardly. “Rather, I like everyone. But perhaps, I... I also very much like masculinity?... If that makes sense?”
Embarrassing Memory.
“An embarrassing memory,” she repeats, a slight downturn of expression tugging at her lips. “Does it have to be about me?” When this is affirmed, she sighs out, a soft laugh tapering it off, and she sits there a moment, thinking on it.
“Oh, well, I don’t know -- all my embarrassing memories are the bad sorts of embarrassing where I made a fool of myself in front of someone that judged me. Not a funny embarrassing.”
A thin frown sets her face, and she doesn’t seem to want to share any stories.“Could you ask something else?”
-- OKAY SO... Oko has never actually had sex. Moving into Gridania just before she came of age for taking mates by her clan’s tradition, she never had the time nor desire to engage in the practices. She was much too preoccupied with learning how to be, for lack of a better word, civilized in the eyes of Gridanian citizens. So, she’s... a virgin by most intents of the word.
HOWEVER... she has gotten intimate to a degree with parthmakeo’s (who tumblr still won’t let me tag?!) character, P’rth. Nothing that can be marked as blatant sex, but. It was a little heated for a while there -- and it’s a memory she thinks back on simultaneously fondly and not. She has very complicated feelings for him!
Quick Question of the FC home. Are you comfortable with people who might use this for RP scenery for say a moment's rest or away from usual company homes? If so, what time frame do you think you will be "Open"? - Alyx Quintessence from Balmung
Yoooo!
This is just my personal plot, so as far as being ‘open’, feel free to stop by anytime and use it for IC purposes! I’m making up a list of NPCs for flavor, and I’m considering holding some small tavern/performance events here and there, and/or making a linkshell for networking with the inn as a hub. Maybe. We’ll see!
My character is staying in one of the rooms IC, so you may see him there from time to time!
Oko's: ❤❤❤ Hope to see mention of a certain miqo'te :3
Send me a ❤ for one of my muse’s diary entries
(Oko Kaprei’s Diary, a thin book, with flowers etched on the front.)
A good day!
This page is written in old, long dried ink; it is growing over a year old now.
It has been several moons since my last diary entry, mostly because I left this book under my bed, and forgot to bring it with me. There is much to fill out, and so little time in my days to do so. Usei’to got injured some many weeks ago, and his legs still refuse to work, but today he smiles. Karo’sae brought home fish, fat ones from Limsa Lominsa, a gift for his son’s mother. She was pleased, and she made stew with them, the scent drew in the neighbors. They brought their own food, and we all shared it. Usei’to got to sit on the grass outside with some children his own age, and they treated him kindly. It was a first. He goes to bed happy tonight, and so will I, knowing my hard work has paid off, even if it has taken years.
While I will never consider this place home, these people my friends - perhaps my young brother shall.
Lessons! (feat. @opo-opos)
This ink is no longer fresh, but it isn’t fading either. It was written only weeks ago.
I do not often take chances, nor do I often try new things. Perhaps it’s an innate fear I have of excessive change, but I am trying to break free from this. I found a flyer pinned aboard the Adventurer’s Guild in the Drowning Wench - oftentimes I do not pay attention to these things, but I think in this instance, something caught my eye. Regardless of what drew me to the board, what’s to take away from this is I’ve made a friend? A teacher, primarily, but she is kind, and pretty, and so very smart. I yearn to be like her, I think. She seems dependable, and strong. She is going to be my teacher for Arcanima, which seems to be the cure to what has ailed my family for many moons now. It’s… exciting.
Upa Zuvhe, is her name. I look forward to my future lessons with her, and seeing where they take me. I think it will be good for me!
Confusing? (feat. parthmakeo)
This page is brand new, ink rather recent; the page is smeared, perhaps from tears?
It used to be, I didn’t think on him at all. Not whatever it was we had, not his disappearance, nor his resurgence just to let me down easy. Now, for whatever reason, it’s on my mind nigh daily. It doesn’t hurt the way it used to, no, but… it still pains me to recall, even only for a moment’s time.
I have tried to discover the reason, and with some deliberation, I have done so. P’rth. Whom at first reminded me so heavily of Gira’to - mind you, he still does - now seems to occupy my mind at turns I find unexpected. The way he acts reminds me of so many in my life, some unfair amalgamation of all the people I love and miss, dearly. Of course it stands to reason being with him dredges up memories best left behind me.
… I am not sure how best to proceed with these feelings. I don’t think-
Whatever was written after this has been scratched out. It does not continue.
sadly no...I think EU is the most expensive version because of the debauchery that was the Magazine subscription thing. sorry :( I do hope they put them in the Mogstation at some point. I dont think it should be restricted like that
@parthmakeo: I hope so too! They look really cool and I have a weakness for tailcoats. I have an NA account even though I live in an “EU” region, which is regularly a headache for me whenever I try to buy anything FFXIV related.