Comfort Me
❝It’s okay.❞
It’s not.
❝We’ll live. They’ll live. They’ll figure it out. One day. Hopefully someday soon.❞ They wouldn’t. Padma knew that her parents would continue to go for each other’s jugular until the day they both moved out.
Her sister was a weeping, stuttering, apologizing, shaking mess in her arms and Padma hated it, hated this. (Sometimes she hated them for doing this.)
❝You wanna talk about what you’re going to wear to Aunt Kajol’s wedding?❞
Their aunt was a lovely woman, but someone who had been married more than once. But then again, who could blame her? Who didn’t want a piece of Kajol Patil? (Their uncle, Jaiveer, said he didn’t, but oh how he did.)
Parvati shook her head and sniffled. She knew Padma was trying to distract her but it didn’t work. The voices of her parents were too loud. It didn’t matter if they argued in Hindi, for both daughters were bilingual and they understood what was being said perfectly. In fact, if Parvati closed her eyes, she could almost, almost picture her parents standing in front of one another, eyes blazing, going in for the kill.
❝I’m probably gonna wear something blue,❞ Padma chattered on and on, but there was a strain in her voice and this entire one-sided conversation was forced. Still, Parvati felt her twin squeeze her shoulder for comfort.
The screaming became louder until it was a crescendo of yells, swears, crashing noises, their mother’s broken sobs and their father who slammed the door.
Again.
Deciding to humor her, Parvati uttered through her tears: ❝Red. I’m going to wear something red.❞















