"Most of the time I forget what I'm even waiting for, like it's a leaf in the breeze, goes right over my head sometimes. But then little things remind me of the people I am so eagerly waiting for. I wasn't eager about you though. I was killing myself over you. And I never once forgot what I was waiting for. You were more like a twister in the middle of winter. A rare, beautiful mishap, that I was lucky enough to be sucked in by. And even when I felt like I was spinning out of control in your presence, you being the cause of my insanity, you were also the reason I can be okay. You know, I never really thought of how funny it is when two people meet. I mean, the people who mean the most in your life right now, were at one time complete strangers. So why is it that when we are approached by strangers we put our gaurds up. I think sometimes our insecurites mess with fate. I'm not doubting the power of fate but I wont lie, the power of a human mind is quite a weapon too. Especially when we use it against ourselves- then it's the deadliest weapon around. You really get me going sometimes. Really you do. I know I tell you this all the time, and complain about your lack of sanity, but I'm just as sane as you are. We're both just holes in the universe, the kind that let others slip through the cracks, and the ones who slip. I'm okay with being a mishap though. People expect less of you. And I guess where I am going with all of this is, even though people think you're a mess, and you're always making mistakes, thats what I love about you, because you're never discouraged, and you've taught me how to say fuck it, and even though you keep me living on a literal edge, and I can feel the earth falling away from under my feet, you're the only person who has ever made me love that feeling. You're a criminal on the run and I'm your sidekick."