past life lover
you
i still remember you
from my past life
i was the verses of your poetry
and sometimes i try to look for you
with the hope that our paths may cross once more
i remember our shared moments from a distant lifetime
in the morning, you brewed my coffee
your hair, kissed by the lake
you read your newspapers
and wonder why people are the way they are
it’s just you and your contrarian spirit
and, oh, i remember
the maps of constellation in your face
my fingers like stardust brushes
"this one's Andromeda," i'd playfully say
"it's the Big Dipper, you silly." you with your fake bravado
and i’ll laugh and laugh
though both of us were strangers to the stars
by evenings, we frequented elegant soirées
swirling in dance at the middle
thinking the world faded around us
our favorite tunes playing
though, i’m the only one who can sing right
then we slip away and embrace the moonlight
sometimes i’d sigh
wondering if you’re ever around
if you're treading the same streets as i
i’d like to see you again under this lifetime’s sky
and i wonder if i’m the only one who remembered
or if you too, in your still moments, hold me dear
thinking about me just as frequently
and by some divine miracle
there you stood at the bus stop
you look exactly like how you looked a lifetime ago
the maps of constellation
and honey pools of eyes
that familiar smirk on your lips
and those poignant gazes that spoke
saying, you remembered
you remember me
and like a lightning bolt, it struck
your hands wrapped around another
and the bus rumbled away
leaving our memories stranded
where it belonged
you were once mine, in a distant lifetime
we spent our nights at posh soirées
and days by the lake where i’ll sing verses
and you serenade me with your proses and sonnets
at least in that realm, i was your muse
i was your muse
but it’s alright, i no longer love lakes
i long for the crips air of seas
coffee no longer graces my mornings
for i love my morning tea
i no longer sing, my melodies now adrift
at least in our past life
i was once the muse to your proses
and you to my verses
though, our love now dead and withered
our words in history forever whispers
a lifetime of us has passed by
perhaps that was enough
emaraude













