Feb 1, 2017
*literally does not speak unless spoken to* why is it so hard to make friends
#patrick star voice...#we should take my social anxiety... and push it somewhere else!#i keep seeing ppl in my class meeting and exchanging contact info n i'm like#classes*#that could be me if i... talked or something#and i'm always just waiting/hoping someone will strike up a conversation w me bc i'm too scared to initiate anything#could've raised my hand in class today but i did not#so jealous of ppl who can do that so effortlessly#i ALWAYS psych myself out like i've lived too much of my life being known as shy/quiet#'girl who doesn't talk'#enough!!!!!