#portrait Absent yearning #pauljacob @hollyldell

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#portrait Absent yearning #pauljacob @hollyldell
pain
hah what a great plan to read a long ass fanfic that is angsty about a ship ur already crying over gj miranda go on like this you shall go far child
im fine im just crying a lot and adding lots of posts to my likes
Sooo I started watching an actual tv show on Netflix called the following and IT’S FUCKING GREAT OMG. There isn’t much of fandom of it but I have a fucking otp for the show. Ahhhh stupid ship feels.
YOU KNOW WHAT? WHY ISN'T THE FOLLOWING SUPERNATURAL? WHY CAN'T THERE BE A CHANCE THAT PAUL COULD STILL BE ALIVE? I HATE MORTAL, MORE REAL-LIFE-LIKE SHOWS.
THAT'S SOMETHING I LOVE ABOUT SPN... EVEN THOUGH SOMEBODY IS DEAD DOESN'T MEAN THEY'RE GOING TO STAY DEAD. THERE'S ALWAYS THAT CHANCE, THAT - HOWEVER BRIEF - LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE THAT SOMEBODY COULD COME BACK AND MAKE EVERYTHING OKAY AGAIN.
CAS ALWAYS COMES BACK TO DEAN. ALWAYS HAS, ALWAYS WILL. PAUL WILL NEVER COME BACK TO JACOB, AND THEREFORE, NEVER COME BACK TO US. AND THAT, MY DEARS, JUST SUCKS OLD MAN BALLS AND I REFUSE TO STAND FOR IT.
That soul-shattering moment when one half of your OTP dies and the other half is the one that ended up killing them.