🌳 Compare your OC to themself from 10 years ago. How has their mental state changed since then, how have they aged and grown up? Would they say they’re in a better place than they were back then or do they need help? What advice would they give their younger self? What advice would their younger self give to them now?
Amayian’s mental state has changed but only a little. He became more weary of large groups, but the limits of amount of empty he had dwindled away by the time of Inquisition. However, through Leliana and the Inquisition restore it with their love and care toward him, and if he could say anything to his younger self, he would tell him that his love for Leliana would come. He would just have to be patience, and he need not carry the world on his shoulders alone.
🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?
Amayian gets jealous a easily, but he often keeps it hidden behind his stocism. He does feel guilty for getting worked up, but he also tends to push his love and jealousy down when it does rise. He feels like he is unworthy of Leliana’s love, so when he sees someone flirting with her, he wonders if he really is enough for her, even though she says he was more than enough.