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[tbhconrad]

the city that never sleeps ↪ monrad

It really was exciting that Micah and him had an opportunity to get out of their own comfort zone of California and be on a trip together. Plus it helped that they could enjoy each others company alone and as much as he was anxious about the photographs of them leaving the hotel together later would be out, maybe he just had to suck it up and accept it. He didn't want Micah and him having to hide forever. Once in the hotel room he pulled out a few options of outfits for the party tonight, "Can you help me pick one out? I brought like four options because now I can't just fucking pick whatever I want out of my closet." He laid out the options; a long sleeve gray shirt, a dark green sweater, a red plaid shirt, and a black button up. "Which one with these jeans?" 

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pcemicah replied to your post:I saw the pics of you at the park. You're not...

It was good as fuck.

Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it just as much.

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people are talking → monrad

There was this sense of relief when he had heard from Micah lately. Maybe it was a reminder that he hadn't cut him off completely just yet and he could just grasp onto the time left to finally come to terms with how he felt. Conrad knew he could put more effort into this, whatever this was. But he just never wanted to look desperate or act as if he was searching for attention and maybe it was a fault of his. He was glad to have had the day with his family it was a good distraction from everything that been overwhelming his mind lately, well Micah in specific. He could not figure out why it had been bothering him so much or what the hell he was doing but seeing how happy his moms were today and how much they truly do appreciate each other was a stab in his chest that people can be happy and if he just let his wall down then what's so wrong with taking a chance?

Conrad had no idea what to expect when it came to going to Micah's place but he was in need of actually being around him in person and whether or not it would turn out okay he just had to suck it up and allow it happen. He made a small tin of some left over desserts that his family went over board on and told them he was just going to out to see a few friends. He decided that maybe wearing a polar bear jumper wasn't exactly a hot option so he changed into a black hoodie before driving and arriving at his house and knocking on the door. 

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Text ↪ Micah

Conrad: I know the last thing you want to be doing is talking to me but maybe I am a little buzzed. And maybe it's not really the best thing I should be doing. Hell, I don't really make a lot of great decisions.But the point is I don't want you getting the wrong idea and maybe I over-reacted but I just didn't, I don't know fuck. I'm just not ready for people to find out about this because I need time. I need time to process the idea of me, I don't know, being with you like that type of way. You're confident about yourself doing things and I'm shit at this type of stuff. I'm not embarrassed of you, I'm just not comfortable with being open and allowing people know things about me.

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Chat ↪ Micah

Micah: Yeah. I’m fine. What about you? Are you okay?

Conrad:That's good. Yeah, I barely even had one drink tonight, haha. I just couldn't sleep so I decided yeah.

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Call ↪ Micah

Conrad: Hey, I was just checking to make sure you got home alright.