thinking about a version of reality where im an innocent and pure virgin girl and Daddy knows i have a big silly crush on him and uses that to take advantage of me..
i no nothing about sex but he takes my face in his big hands and gently explains to me that its what people do when they reeeeeally like each other and i want to show him how much i like him, don't i?
i want to agree but im sooo confused by it all and im super shy and i mumble something about not really knowing how it works
but he says he will show me how it works and to make sure i feel safe and not overwhelmed too quickly he will show me some videos first
and i remember seeing some weird videos in biology class at school but they made me really squirmy and shy so i faked sick to get out of watching them
but Daddy takes me over to his place and tells me it will all be ok and he will take care of me and he wraps me up in a big blanket and i want so bad to make him happy
then he pulls out his laptop and starts searching
the video he chooses starts with a really pretty girl in the cutest little pink outfit and i like her hair and her makeup, and then a big man is there too and on the screen he starts off slowly touching her and undressing her and i am feeling really embarrassed to be watching this but Daddy puts his arms around me and whispers look baby wouldnt that be nice, and i think maybe it would..
but then the big man in the video starts grabbing the pretty girl harder and she is on her knees and then his private parts are out and it is huge and she is choking on it and all of her pretty makeup is being ruined and then he is bending her over the bed and forcing himself inside her so deeply and she is screaming and his hand is round her throat and he is pulling her hair and messing it up and spitting on her and hitting her hard on the bottom with his hand and slapping her round the face and im so confused because this isnt what i thought sex was at all ???
i watch transfixed and when the video ends with the man covering the pretty girl, who looks completely ruined now, with a thick goo that shoots out of his private parts i turn to Daddy wide eyed and im unable to even speak or think proper but he just smiles at me and asks me what i think
and when i cant reply he kisses me on the forehead and tells me its ok and i finally blurt out something about not thinking sex was like that and he looks at me intently and tells me baby, thats exactly what its like, look, I'll show you more
we sit for the next hour where Daddy shows me video after video of pretty girls being ruined and i start to notice that they do look like they enjoy it and clearly the idea i had in my innocent little head of what sex was like was so wrong and what would I know anyway, of course Daddy knows best, he's way more experienced and smarter than me
after some time he pulls me on to his lap and holds me close and i can feel something hard pushing against my leg and bum. it makes me all shy and squirmy again but Daddy holds me tight and slowly slips a hand between my legs and smiles and says baby you're so wet, and when i blush he tells me he is so proud of me and that im learning so well and my body is responding to the videos in all the right ways and that one day soon we will try it out together. I wanna make Daddy happy and now i no what sex is like maybe im ready to start learning how to do it myself soon, and even if im scared I know Daddy will keep educating me and I can trust him and i wouldnt want anyone else in the world to make my virginity