#pedestral

[koelnpoetry]

I'm tired and

I'm exhausted from the feelings that I'm hiding

Every time we talk I feel more fucking childish

And I can't see myself now you've got me so blinded

I shouldn't put you on a pedestal

I shouldn't, but I kinda like you unattainable

I shouldn't let you make me vulnerable

I shouldn't listen to you talking like some kind of New Age oracle

All I seem to do is change my shape for you

I'm falling in love with the idea of you

I'm all in

Scared it's better than the truth

But I keep trying to turn myself into your type

I'm hoping you will fall for me too

girli - Pedestral (it's just my opinion, 2026)