Jun 17, 2018
My brain: Time to work on that list of things yo-
Me: TIME TO WATCH A SHITTY NICK CAGE MOVIE AND BURY MY FEELINGS
seen from Russia
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My brain: Time to work on that list of things yo-
Me: TIME TO WATCH A SHITTY NICK CAGE MOVIE AND BURY MY FEELINGS
They are both my seat human
Person 1: I miss the days where people were more discreet about personal issues.
Me: Well if you didn’t back people into a corner you wouldn’t have to hear it?
Person 2: You have a habit of pushing the subject even after given a normal answer because that just isn’t enough for you. We can’t say ‘because’ and have you drop it until you get an answer you don’t like.
Person 1: That’s just how I’m hard wired.
Me: And this is why I’m defensive. I have to have a three point argument ready for the simplest things...
Person 1: You were always defensive!
Me: Because yo-
Person 1: You were always defensive. You’re uber defensive. It’s irritating.
Me:...
And with that I’m officially done with college for the rest of my life. Thank god.
Every five minutes i get another email from the school like?? It’s finals week?? Blease let me study??????
Why am I such a complete fuck up? Like my design group has meetings every week at the local bar to go over important things we need to work on and I just. I can’t focus on the meeting? Because there’s too many people and it’s too loud and I don’t trust anyone so I spend more time sitting there all tense and full of anxiety unable to listen than I do actually helping. And then I end up going home awfterward and sitting in a ball of self loathing again like this wondering why I’m such a piece of shit who can’t even request we move locations cause I always put everyone else’s feelings before my own. Like brain?? Can you stop please??? You too stomach??
So today I passed out in GameStop. After the paramedics left since I was fine overall, I casually went to the counter and asked for the Pokémon distribution cards for this month. Already embarrassed myself once, might as well continue right?
“Please Chain Chomp-senpai” is a phrase I never expected to hear in my house